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Fantasy Flight Games

Saturday, October 22, 2016

17/18/20/21.....momemts that determines it all.......it is just waiting to happen

17 Oct....she flew back....we really missed each other... despite the time....we just do it..we build build build...... I though we have limits....but we just wanted each other ....missed each other too much......so everything went......same as 03 oct 2016.... just no inside...... woah.....then I just take cab home.....1.5 hours rest.... to go for next day....and next round.... I was finished once....so let see how I can fare 2 days in a row....

18 Oct.....same same same.....but this time round.....attempt to go in...but failed....or fail fail fail....coz too tired.....that one is calling for help.... I cant make it... cannot go in....cannot be of shape.... I hope I didn't disappoint her....not sure what she was thinking...but I think I was too tired...2nd day... so I left on time...to go back to rest.....and we feel ya....we should stop there... or did we?

20 Oct ...... after one night of talking and sharing.... I plan for a quick one....though if times allow, then do lol....what level...see how time flows...but she seems all ready....that is first time we M to M in the lift.....she told me she feel high there then already.....after the whole act...... she sat on my lap.....just stimulate.....then change place.....then now smart....dun wait too long...or blood will go elsewhere....when it is of shape....put it in NOW!!!!!!!!
And yes I did....we struggled..... missionary not easy....everything sooooo diffficult.... to me just try lol....at most fail and don't do...it is fine for me.... not sure about her....but eventually we did ..... I told her I am her liao.......siting upright..... we did move a bit....but slowly mine just subside...... and that marks the first time..... I was concern after that she will abandon me....from now on, I am in a journey that I don't know what will come next....

21 Oct no cell....we did it again..... now it is more of practise and figuring out each other....gaps......how do we want to so that we are comfortable.....there are no more limits.....we want we do...... and the next phase is as we talk later.....what is next? continue at high risk or what.....well...see how... I stage 7 of intimacy......when is to apply stage 8...... here the journey gets exciting...the details are no longer the key details now....

We love each other....we are prepared for everything.....so let it be ..let it go....let it God....

05 Oct Again with things on......and then after knowing it is safe.... a offer of sacrifice on 08 Oct and almost all the way...1st gate

05 Oct 2016 1hr lunch 1830 -> 2330 -> 6 hours -> -> 294.5 hours
07 oct 2016 1830-2330 -> 5 hours -> 299.5 hours
08 oct 2016 0730-2330 -> 16 hours -> 315.5 hours
09 oct 2016 1930-2230 -> 3 hours -> 318.5 hours
10 Oct 2016 1800-2300 -> 5 hours -> 323.5 hours

Blk 183 120th
Lake 154.5
Carpark 160.5
First Hut 171st
Morning Half way 178.5
Non Cure Treatment 207
We still do it with lips- 241
Near miss with unknown- 274
I already willing and we still do it again: 292 - I didn't blog the previous one yet lol
We plan, chat and went straight for it-- me offer sacrifice -- 299/300-303

Bra 16th
Together 9.5
U did me 4 times
I did u 2 time

05 Oct 2016 We didn't want to do it.....but somehow we did it again...build build build..... this time the last one didn't come out.....we just sigh.......since it is going to be.....mind as way we do it again today...

08 Oct 2016....the day after she say .....her is onz....the period is here.....ok...... instead of not doing.....we really intend to go again....dirty lol messy lol.....don't care...haha....want want mean do do
bloody......no longer we go for H to G....now we go G to G...... so to keep it clean....on the floor.... she on top.....then slightly as like 03 Oct......and she move....this time I really feel very high......very very high..... I was moaning.....woah..... I really enjoy it..... the lubricant...with no worries at that time..... just enjoy fully...... indeed.....then we just need to clean the red red.....and off we go....... to do our daily thing....what will comes next....she go holiday lol..... want to go next phase also cannot and no time.....she  also help finish me for the 2/3 time ...... ..

02 Oct 2016 I am the receiving party with no connection 03 Oct 2016 We purposely build up and really almost

Relationship time sheet
30 sept 1900-2330~>4.5 hours-> 249 hours
1 oct 0700-2330-> 16.5 hours -> 265.5 hours
02 Oct 1745 - 2315 -> 5.5 hours -> 271 hours
03 oct 1 hr lunch 1830-0530 -> 12 hours -> 283 hours
04 Oct 2016 1830 - 0000 -> 5.5 hours -> 288.5 hours
05 Oct 2016 1hr lunch 1830 -> 2230 -> 5 hours -> -> 293.5 hours

Blk 183 120th
Lake 154.5
Carpark 160.5
First Hut 171st
Morning Half way 178.5
Non Cure Treatment 207
We still do it with lips- 241
Near miss with unknown- 274
Bra 15th
Together 7.5
U did me 4 times
I did u 2 time

02 Oct - Went over as per like sunday......went her room..... not expect much after dinner.....So we enter her place...... I dont remember what happen......I was led..... I was herded.....so it was very comfortable..... lying there....it seems to be i am in position..... just resting for a sunday.....then there she started...... I was surprise...but not wanting to stop her....coz since she is the one who is leading, I don't want to stop her....She is taking initiative.....so I remember asking her...and she replied....she just want to satisfy me....ok.... and she did what I did to her the day before..... though I was not really connected emotion in which later we talked about it and she also sense it.....we were sort of .....in agreement...of something that is unspoken..... I was taken aside....woah ...when she wants it, or wants to doing something, she will do it.... just go straight for it...... I am glad and I am impressed.....and that really open up things for the next day.... I don't think there was full discharge....as how then the day after can do....

03 Oct - We build it up..... then slowly with build.....build build build....... in simple.....off off off.....then last one....we build build build....we can't remember now....then off the last one..... can't remember who on top or who below....the last part is..... with the small one, in mission, I wanted to put in for a while....but just can't do it....coz it is not correct shape, stiffness.....so go through motion....that is close to the time to leave...then we hug....and a surge of emotion on my side.... I teared....though we didn't do it.... but it is enough or too much to take...... and then we said we should nott do it.....but it seems like it will stop then....