02 Oct 2016 I am the receiving party with no connection 03 Oct 2016 We purposely build up and really almost

Relationship time sheet
30 sept 1900-2330~>4.5 hours-> 249 hours
1 oct 0700-2330-> 16.5 hours -> 265.5 hours
02 Oct 1745 - 2315 -> 5.5 hours -> 271 hours
03 oct 1 hr lunch 1830-0530 -> 12 hours -> 283 hours
04 Oct 2016 1830 - 0000 -> 5.5 hours -> 288.5 hours
05 Oct 2016 1hr lunch 1830 -> 2230 -> 5 hours -> -> 293.5 hours

Blk 183 120th
Lake 154.5
Carpark 160.5
First Hut 171st
Morning Half way 178.5
Non Cure Treatment 207
We still do it with lips- 241
Near miss with unknown- 274
Bra 15th
Together 7.5
U did me 4 times
I did u 2 time

02 Oct - Went over as per like sunday......went her room..... not expect much after dinner.....So we enter her place...... I dont remember what happen......I was led..... I was herded.....so it was very comfortable..... lying there....it seems to be i am in position..... just resting for a sunday.....then there she started...... I was surprise...but not wanting to stop her....coz since she is the one who is leading, I don't want to stop her....She is taking initiative.....so I remember asking her...and she replied....she just want to satisfy me....ok.... and she did what I did to her the day before..... though I was not really connected emotion in which later we talked about it and she also sense it.....we were sort of .....in agreement...of something that is unspoken..... I was taken aside....woah ...when she wants it, or wants to doing something, she will do it.... just go straight for it...... I am glad and I am impressed.....and that really open up things for the next day.... I don't think there was full discharge....as how then the day after can do....

03 Oct - We build it up..... then slowly with build.....build build build....... in simple.....off off off.....then last one....we build build build....we can't remember now....then off the last one..... can't remember who on top or who below....the last part is..... with the small one, in mission, I wanted to put in for a while....but just can't do it....coz it is not correct shape, stiffness.....so go through motion....that is close to the time to leave...then we hug....and a surge of emotion on my side.... I teared....though we didn't do it.... but it is enough or too much to take...... and then we said we should nott do it.....but it seems like it will stop then....