Oh! It being a while since I last blogged anything consistently. When it is due to the fact that I have to undergo a period of my life, to answer certain question which I silently always tried to avoid. Though I have to admit I still struggle and get irritated by it, somehow, there is more freedom in this area...but being someone who use to hope to achieve perfection.
I always remeber this question in my mind.
Qn: What is the reason to find a helper?
Simple question but tough answer...even at this moment I can give some sort of answer, but I dun think I could give a very good answer for that....because there may still be things that I am unsure of myself at this moment.... But anyway, I know personally that God is always in control and he always being through all these time, especially through tough times. My heart stirs and my eyes becomes wet when I reflect back....perhaps due to the past disappointments, however definitely in my heart, knowing the grace and mercy of God in my life.
I wanna to see a breakthrough in this area. Perhaps I am someone who is too, an attention seeker, need security and feel unrejected. High S I with some C character, woah.......mmmmmm.....
Lord, I believe that you are the one whom can pull me through this period of time. Even though it is so much seemingly tougher than just slacking around, doing nothing, but now I have to continue with life and yet be always available to you. But I know, though I may not understand, believing in the light that you shine forth, the direction towards you and away from the darkness....and into a freeland, you bring me to.
With Trust and believe in Jesus Christ, whom a relationship have already being established
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