A Dream that woke me up

Yes. I had a dream....for quite a long time ever since I had such a clear-visioned dream. And this dream woke me up and I tear-ed for a few drops after sort of understanding what the dream is about.

Here I will pen down the dream and including the dimension of understanding I got. Here the dream story begins.

It is during the night, people are gathering at a tentage, seemingly near a HDB block with carpark. It seems like to be in Blk 24 Sing Ming Ave type, where my brother use to live in. The people are, at in dream are there for a purpose. In a short prelude of why the people are gathered there. Seemingly initially I preceived, was for a marriage was bestowed/granted via my dad's contact. It is like those marriage in the past where the couple have not met before and they get just know each other on the day of marriage. Well, it went on and thus from there, relatives' face begin to surface, including friends. The surprising fact is YP, SH were there. I was driven to the location, seemingly being brought there. And I till then saw my future bride. Well the other surprising fact is she smokes. So as just me, since going getting marry, thus I just flow along and she told me mingle among the people who came. The other weird fact is the guest are seated somewhat not all in tables. Well, perhaps as I look back into the dreams, it may not be the important facts. Lastly, my 3rd uncle (father side) I think, arrived with a "loud" shirt and tie......the dream end .......not at the arrival but as I unfold the meaning of the dream during my sleep.

Here is I interpreted the dream:
1. A seemingly marriage that was bestow/granted and accepted: - At this stage of my life, I view it as a job. As perhaps subsciously, the impression that was stated in my facebook profile was - complicated relationship with My Job helped. I have yet to consult a dream dictionary
2. The future mate is a smoker: I am not someone who like other to smoke, especially my future partner = people who I feel they are close to my heart. However due the dream fact that this marriage was bestow/granted, the smoking fact was seemingly more acceptable. It brings up the question of how willing am I to accept this future mate flaws of which are those that I so-called sworn to "hate" dislike.
3. Invitation of SH among the crowd: Her appearance at the "celebration" surprise me. My stand of interaction with her at this moment is I will not contact her at all, unless to ask help which is very very rare. How then would I invite her for the seemingly "in dream" marriage? That fact also puzzles me. The possible intrepretation is that I read about a dinner ministry that is coming up 15 Apr. That perhaps may have sink in subsciously. However, I feel things are not that simple but I just can't explain the facts why from my circle of knowledge. It seems to be deeper in meaning from my point of view.

4.My 3rd uncle: It is the attire that he is wear that seems to be the focal point. Bright loud theme with a loud tie, arriving in a car. Wearing that type of attire puzzles me. As I reflect back on this fact, I wonder is this whole thing still my marriage or something. Such a short dream, with focus point shown, it is not easy to know whether it is. However, as above mentioned, initial feel is as to be, my marriage

5. YP presence among the guest: This image, as compared to 3 is acceptable in knowledge and in parallel to the social policy that I am implementing for myself for this period of time. However the feelings that it stir the present me remains the same. Well, the fact is can be understood as the dream is a dream of a particular time dimension and I view it from the prospective of the present me. How wouldn't I feel neutral, with the way and direction that I am intending to head for? The feelings stirred shows me a clear signal - the feelings are there present in me. This as I think deeper while typing this, does not seems to be a surprising thing, from my view. I know and somehow, penned down the process in my blog. Another supporting fact is feelings is always something that is in me and always stirs first for relating to certain mattes and issues.

This is how the dream is ....and as I dropped a few tears. I begin to understand as the dream unfolds itself in somewhere, how it reflect the inner self of me. The inner thoughts and also the things that I place in higher priority. It brings out issues and thinking that were re-affirmed or just bring up to be questioned and investigated further. In all, it is a dream that I thank God for. It has being a while I had a dream of any sort of such clarity. It is really the grace of God. This is what I choose to believe.

Well in end the effect, as already shown is. I am typing it now at this timing on my blog coz I felt "woken up" by the dream and I feel perhaps I should pen it down due to the certain clear facts of the dream that puzzles me.

May someone, with divine knowledge of who I am, please explain to me when the situation deems me ready to accept the words of wisdom. This is what I pray and seek. And thus I pray too, please prepare the way and my heart to walk towards that. In Jesus' Name I pray. Amen!