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A process towards something new

If one is doing the same again and again, one should usually expect to get the same result. Same here, as I surrender my desire.....I still find that I am still wishing to know more about her. So how now? Do I confess that such a liking exists? Not good, as it is not fully true. The elements of the liking is more of interest of the person and the person's life.

Perhaps it is also signalling, time is called ! It is time to move on. Focus on what God has for me. Master, Mission, Mate. Sound's familiar. Lord I just pray at this moment that I confess I recognised you as the Master of my life. Let Me taken a servant role, and do as you wish. Grant me the insights and abilites to follow and the child-like faith to follow your request.

As I move in your command and will, let your Mission for my life also be revealed. Let me feel your heartbeat for the people. Make my heart beat too. It is not only for my comfort, but with the same comfort, you have ordained me to comfort others too. With belief of little of me, I just follow. Please guide me along and pinpoint my mistakes. Everything I commit and pray in Jesus's name. Amen.

I just feel the next step is just coming. Perhaps when I acknoledge and accept the truth, the truth will set me free. :)

Lesson learnt and evalutated on birthday

A life about Nehemiah - winning when your problmes seem insurmounable. Indeed nowadays, our problems always seems to insurmountable, however, at times we are also blocked by the fact that the is a God too. There were 3 learning points that was shared during the service and they are really interesting.

Life mess is bigger than us, so is God's mission. These two, although mentioned in 2 different points, I will summarise them together. Only time when life mess is smaller than us is when we can see God mission is bigger than us. It is when we see the greatness of God. When we are accountable to the life mess, the problems and growth, it is when we begin to be serious about change and find change is possible. How do we know that God mission is bigger than us. Look at

Ephesian 4:11-16(New International Version)

11It was he who gave some to be apostles, some to be prophets, some to be evangelists, and some to be pastors and teachers, 12to prepare God's people for works of service, so that the body of Christ may be built up 13until we all reach unity in the faith and in the knowledge of the Son of God and become mature, attaining to the whole measure of the fullness of Christ.
14Then we will no longer be infants, tossed back and forth by the waves, and blown here and there by every wind of teaching and by the cunning and craftiness of men in their deceitful scheming. 15Instead, speaking the truth in love, we will in all things grow up into him who is the Head, that is, Christ. 16From him the whole body, joined and held together by every supporting ligament, grows and builds itself up in love, as each part does its work.

Body of Christ, the whole body, we......it is not for individual.....and also not for us alone to pull through God's mission. FROM HIM THE WHOLE BODY - it is from Christ, who is the Head, whom will lead us as easch of us does our work - "as each part does its work"

Nehemiah 2:18 (New International Version)

18 I also told them about the gracious hand of my God upon me and what the king had said to me. They replied, "Let us start rebuilding." So they began this good work.

"let us start rebuilding" - it is not for individual but together, to rebuild the walls.

Lastly, why Life mess and God mission is bigger than us, and being as a community, so that God's greatest miracle is available for us.

Nehemiah 6:15-16 (New International Version)

The Completion of the Wall

15 So the wall was completed on the twenty-fifth of Elul, in fifty-two days. 16 When all our enemies heard about this, all the surrounding nations were afraid and lost their self-confidence, because they realized that this work had been done with the help of our God.

52 days to rebuild a wall that was downed for 70 years. Everyone knows that is only by the grace and hand of God. In a community, really God's greatest miracle is available. Be it like for Superstar Training acadamey camp last month 6-9 Jun, or the Cambodia English + Christmas event, and many more, how a community of christian, coming together, knowing that God's mission is bigger than us, but believing that God's miracle is really there.....and truth enough, God's miracle always comes.

Enter to my 26th year and also coming to 8 years as a active christian. This journey is something that I will never regret embarking and will I not leave it....because I understand and know the fullness of the grace that God has for me in this life....and the promises, limited that I know, but sufficient for me to move the next step, closer and abinding to what he wants me to do. I slowly understand it is not about what my desires, or subjecting myself to my own wants, but trusting that God see those desires and will never keep the best from us. As I continue to seek for the direction clear, the faith to walk that direction, and even the faith to know what I hear or see, I can see that really faith is believing. Faith is not just hoping, or feeling, but really taking that first step. 100K blessing is really teaching and putting me to the test, from the rest, dare to step out. dare to face the challenges of life and know that comfort of God is always there.

Thank God for the quiet but yet remember 26th birthday. One that I realise, who remembered my birthday, and who are just a little too busy. But well, I will still remember theirs. Joy is just spending time with those whom I treasure, not only because they remember, or they do spend time with me, but it is the amount I can bless and give them. I am neither so noble. I also still wish to have someone accompany me for my birthday.....but I just take joy and rejoice in the company of God. Who would wish to spend the time with me? I know one who always will want to.....just here, who would wish to?

Anyway, who will read this blog will know who will know.

Happy birthday to myself....haha

This is what my mum got me ..........nice eco stuff

Well at least as again, I know....I got the photo that I at this moment like most.....

For those who know me more will understand......

Activation process in progress.........launching search

I look sleepy ....haha.....

Just some casual updates

Finally it is the second week of tuition. I am jus back form giving my 2nd JC chemisty tuition and tomorrow will be my 2nd O' levels Chemsitry group tuition. It has being a exciting journey as I started data entry work at church office @ chai chee technopark. The time need to travel there is really far.....like 1+ hrs to get there. I have to leave home and catch the 0730 bus to be able to reach there by 0900. Sames also go for going for chemsitry tuition. A total of 2+ hrs traveling time for a 2 hr tuition. I must be out of my mind. But well it is a a living to start, a blessing to grow, a seed to sow. In the end, may God be glorified. And the special thing today = I forgot to put on my belt.....I feel so weird....so self-conscious.....realised it only when I was waiting for bus....and hogging for time......also on my way back....my jeans zip seems to be loose....how embrassing.......well guess I have being seeing too many girls already....haha.....repent repent.....seek forgiveness .....and be restore with the blood of the lamb.

Interesting also, wonder who is organising another dinner with the christmas team girls....I wonder who is the initiator? It just starts to puzzle me....but of course I should keep me lips tight shut.....perhaps I have a part to play? or perhaps I have a stake to lose....haha.....in whichever case......anything or whatever, they are both priced the same. Well I may get to have just get company while going home....which is good.....so not going to dig too much info from it too. I have much more on my side to settle before thinking of such things. But well....just being curious, the info just arouse my curosity. And also, I doubt anyone read this blog of mine.....so it does not matters anyway at this moment.

100K blessing......so far this week. Really didn't have the opportunity.....guess I missed one.....Planning to excerise for my IPPT on sat....my only IPPT for 2006.....it is either make or break....well I have not excerise for a while already......looks like it is going to be IPPT RT for me......welll only Chin up and running will fail me. well perhaps that will provide me with more opportunity to bless people?

Anyway.....friday come and sunday too.....I pray that all will be there present. And I pray too to those who happen to bum into this blog and reading it now, after a while later, be blessed. For God is a God of surprises. He is beside you, always there with you at your ups and downs. Blessed you will be. No wounds he is not able to heal. He hears you. He knows you. He loves you.Blessed one

So Far about me

Arena (known to self and others) complex, observant, reflective, self-assertive, sentimental	Blind Spot (known only to others) able, accepting, adaptable, calm, caring, cheerful, clever, confident, dependable, energetic, friendly, giving, happy, helpful, idealistic, independent, intelligent, introverted, kind, knowledgeable, logical, loving, mature, modest, organised, patient, quiet, religious, responsive, searching, sensible, silly, spontaneous, trustworthy, warm, wise, witty
Façade (known only to self) self-conscious	Unknown (known to nobody) bold, brave, dignified, extroverted, ingenious, nervous, powerful, proud, relaxed, shy, sympathetic, tense

All Percentages

able (4%) accepting (12%) adaptable (8%) bold (0%) brave (0%) calm (12%) caring (16%) cheerful (20%) clever (12%) complex (12%) confident (8%) dependable (8%) dignified (0%) energetic (12%) extroverted (0%) friendly (44%) giving (28%) happy (8%) helpful (48%) idealistic (4%) independent (4%) ingenious (0%) intelligent (12%) introverted (4%) kind (28%) knowledgeable (20%) logical (4%) loving (16%) mature (8%) modest (4%) nervous (0%) observant (16%) organised (20%) patient (12%) powerful (0%) proud (0%) quiet (12%) reflective (12%) relaxed (0%) religious (28%) responsive (4%) searching (8%) self-assertive (4%) self-conscious (0%) sensible (4%) sentimental (12%) shy (0%) silly (12%) spontaneous (4%) sympathetic (0%) tense (0%) trustworthy (28%) warm (8%) wise (4%) witty (4%)

Created by the Interactive Johari Window on 19.7.2007, using data from 25 respondents.
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Love Test - A Visit to Your SO's Place

1. The road represents your attitude towards falling in love.

You chose the long road--you take your time and do not fall in
love easily.

2. The number of red roses represents how much you give in a
relationship, while the number of white represents what you
expect in return.

You give 90% and expect 10% in return.

3. This question represents your attitude towards handling
relationship problems.

You like to get the person yourself--you are a more direct
person and like to work out problems immediately.

4. The placement of the roses determines how much you like to see
your boy/girlfriend.

You want to place the roses on the bed--you like to see him/her
a lot.

5. This represents your attitude towards his/her personality.

You prefer the person to be asleep--you love the person as the
way s/he is.

6. The road to home tells how long you stay in love with someone.

You chose the longer road--you will tend to stay in love for
a long time.

That's all folks. Best wishes to those who are in love.

Fun personality Test

Eggplant Personality : Health Concious and Careful You're an Eggplant(An Indian plant cultivated for its large edible, ovoid, glossy, usually purple-skinned fruit) bcause of your health concious ways and careful nature. Taking risks is somrthing you dont like and it is reflected in your food too as you seek healthy food over delicious food. However, it is also your strength as you can be guaranteed to be the last person to get into trouble. Go to Love Quiz Test to do more Quizzes!

7 Deadly Sins Test

Sloth Sloth symbolises you. You're one of those whose ideal day wil be spent lazing around at home with the conforts of the sofa and television. You hate work and everything that needs effort to be put in gives you a strong repelling force. Get a hold of yourself and do realise that in this world, you only reap what you sow and there is no gain without pain. Go to Love Quiz Test to do more Quizzes!

The colour of your heart

Blue Your heart is Blue. You are a very calm and relaxed person. You are very caring and like helping others. You're grateful for what you have in life, even if it's not perfect. People love you for who you are, don't ever change that - it's what makes you the great person that you are. Go to Love Quiz Test to do more Quizzes!

The Colours of love

You're a Committed Partner!

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To be Contended with little things, always give thanks

Be contended with little things and always give thanks.

Yes indeed. this was the attitude in the relaxed status of me, contended with a photo....and giving thanks to God whom I know has such great prefect plans for me that I still have yet to fully comprehend. But with faith, not just hoping and neither based on feeling, but perhaps just knowing how God is so faithful in the past and thus now, although I am still not fully able to, I know I have a all-able Christ who is living in me.

Knowing my life is a miracle and one that is exchanged with a heavy price. It is not just a life that changed. Changed is part of the exchange.Changed amounts to differences in the person; exchange is a complete different person.

Galatians 2:20 (New International Version)

20I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me.

Simple truth that just need simple faith to believe. It is "I no longer live, but Christ lives in me" This statement clearly says that the I is no longer live, be-ing, controls. Yet second statement of "Christ lives in me" still has the "me" element. This I understand as the "me" now is the flesh but the spirit that lives within is different. The soul being is Christ. Thus the "I" that was in me is no longer there, or "I" is displaced.

With this knowing, now understand why the old-self is so wishing to go back to "me". IT is the old home, the place of refugee. Thus that is why in

Luke 9:23 (New International Version)

23Then he said to them all: "If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow me.

and also in

Romans 12:2a (New International Version)

2aDo not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind.

Thus I pray and ask, Thanks to be God for all everything you have sustianed me through the week and through my illness. Allow me to deny myself and grant me the strength to carry the cross daily to follow you. It is Christ who lives in me. In Christ all things are possible.

Isaiah 40:31 (New International Version)

31 but those who hope in the LORD
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.

Thank Lord in all things. And also let the Isaac of trying to know CSH also be lifted to you too. Take it for I believe, God will provide the sacrificial Lamb