The funny thing happened.........Here I was, going to meet this friend to hitch a ride on Cab to the campsite. While walking toward the person's house, was thinking that....woah " What am I doing? Shouldn't I just wait outside and eat at the shop (no time, they dun serve singles = one person), no time, I am just lazy....it is running out of time.....time too short already.....why not just be early....it's okay....haha...." and after all these, + stoning-walking, arrived....not even hearing my HP msg....not even know it sounded in the first place......I was at the doorstep.....shock shock. although I admit I was hungry....however, I feel so paiseh when offered dinner.....I like a cornered hamster.....erm........taking the same attitude as I done of of the offering of coffee....I just agreed.........and then everything else is just history now.......information mentioned was I was the first.....haha...that make me more paiseh.....go eat free dinner, hitch a ride too......at least I helped a bit to shift the things.....but I still feel silly...
But in the end, I know and recognised an improvement.....although I find it silly. In the end, I know, this situation shows how much I have recovered, although still untamed, the comfort level is higher that previous. Praise to God.....for his love endures forever.
