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Tuesday, April 19, 2016

Today begins a new beginning

Today is a new beginning. A new begin to fast of control. Abstaining from something is not depriving one from the goods of it; it is retreat from it from being desensitize from it; is to have delayed gratification; knowing that to allow it to grow, to prosper and to bloom.

Just not asking smoky for lunch. It seems not easy as it seems; especially when it has become a routine for me. Not a very often routine but one that I look forward. Thus with the start of today, it does not feels normal, only after I finished my lunch when the thoughts comes in... Why if she come look for me... Today I saw her twice and we had a short interact twice... Shorty but better than none. 
A hi along the way. Second is walk along the corridor bottom to top story wave and a simple question, where is the room of H.  Even till now I can remember and "savor" over it. I only conclude thank God. You are the all knowing God. 

The 3 mission objective: make sure she is well fed. Make sure she is work efficient. Make sure that  she is well loved by God: she finds a place of acceptance and love. I can't remember the third thing. 

I am aware she wish to keep a low key status for now. Which will need to figure out; which also mean on my side I need to adjust and think otherwise. 

In simple conclusion, God you are gracious and all loving. For you will prepare the way and lead me not astray; you will comfort me with thy staff and presence; Holy Spirit, counsellor. 
Indeed I am grateful and give thanks. May tomorrow be another day of your grace. Be the to God