Creeping back to church life

It just feel, at times so strange. The up and downs of life. The revelation of how things move. How small is the world. Some times, I just wonder how God is so great, to arrange all these things together. Acting as a remindar of His Grace always abundant and available within reach.

Yup. The title is Creeping back to church life. After pressing the Red button of life, now it is time to reconsolidate and get back to life. Getting back to church life is part of the step that slow increase my productivity. Not in the area of making babies, but in terms of work. Things have taken their counts and toll along the road of life. How much at times, wonder as I do, the tough road I selected. I remember there was a time where I ask God. May His will be always mine, and His choice is always mine. Let my choice be always abiding in His will. The journey has never being the same, didn't seems to be smooth sailing and yet as much as I could understand, He is still with me. Teaching me and molding me as I always believe He is. Perhaps it is just that the pain too much, the tempation is very enticing. In the end, He has a great plan for me. Until then, how do I reach there, I do not know. How may I going to bless the next generation, neither do I know how. What I know, and how much do I believe, that God has the means and power for all He chose to do.

As I start/ restart to read the book of Job, I could sense the cry, the pain, the unknowing faith upon why why why...yet sounds like God God God. A cry out for God, a situation that God tells us He is Almighty. How awe it can be. 10 years.....minus up to 1 year of not attending church service. What has God done.... I may know.... I can ask God now is...God please hasten the process...the work You for me. Please teach me how to learn. Time is precious. 4 years has passed and coming 5 years since I graduated. 30 is the number ....and 30 is the time I believe things will be different for me. How different, only God knows. So now I commit, in 2011, that God will prosper me, extend my chords and expand my tent for the world will know that you are God who bless and loves.

In Jesus name I pray