Yeah.....back from an exciting Melaka Trip. With my cell group. Photos are mostly on facebook......due to sorting.......haven add in the comments yet.
But just a short report.....all of us had a good time. I got to eat my Baskin Robin 31 ice cream and Mac-Cornetto Mcflurry. Despite forgetting to exchange SGD for RM. God is good to provide friends who changed more than enough. Didn't really did much there other than sleep eat, play, shop. Got to see lots of Mashimaro and cutties around.......but had to think hard before buying them.
In fact, got quite a reward and harvest of information back........a heart knowing it is now back to prayer Fredrik. Information that I least expected but highly predicted. Thus prayer is the way out of things. Thus it is exciting coz I know God always be there in times of such unknown things. Faith just arise, perhaps just due to don't really know what to do, coz my obvious choice is really quite common to me, to what I will choose to be. Giving and all for the person. Though without considering what God's choice. In my heart, I may start to venture. But now, I presume, I should start to prayfull pray and let God do all the rest. My future is in a all knowing God. No code is used as codes are just coded words. However, prayer is the building of a relationship and a opening of communication channel to blessings to others. Thank God that one of my shi-mei is considering visiting Church. Wonder when will she go as she see God's grace in her life. I praise and thank God for that. Now is the rest of my friends whom were on my prayer list for 1 year or so. How dear I miss God. How dear I miss the fellowship. Also too, the time spent together.
Now hopefully can find time to catch up with some of my other friends. And too, WOW BG with Burning Crusade....yeah man. Looking forward to Year Sabbath 2008, a year of difference. Looking forward to Corrinne May coming to Singapore too. In all through all over all. Amen.
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Thursday, November 08, 2007
Someone dreamt about me.....so sweet and touching
It is really so touching and nice to have someone who sms u once she woke up, ask you to call her to tell you about that dream.....so touching..... surprise, shocked....but touching.
Here is how the dream goes.
She is from another church. So she told me that in the dream, she has a sister in christ in the same church as her. Then her sister in chirst has a 8 year old daugther. Then I was married to this sister or this 8 year old daughter.... Later I asked my wife / or ? what can I drink....then the reply was ......" No...you cannont drink anything....you can only drink plain water....." haha....so funny .........
Really so nice to have someone who dreamt abt you..... Thank God......so far there is only one other girl/sister who did the same......I wonder did I share it, but in brief, she told me she dreamt/envision of me being a pastor, being a spokeman....I think it is during serivce.....not sure....can't remember the details already.....but it is so touching.
Here is how the dream goes.
She is from another church. So she told me that in the dream, she has a sister in christ in the same church as her. Then her sister in chirst has a 8 year old daugther. Then I was married to this sister or this 8 year old daughter.... Later I asked my wife / or ? what can I drink....then the reply was ......" No...you cannont drink anything....you can only drink plain water....." haha....so funny .........
Really so nice to have someone who dreamt abt you..... Thank God......so far there is only one other girl/sister who did the same......I wonder did I share it, but in brief, she told me she dreamt/envision of me being a pastor, being a spokeman....I think it is during serivce.....not sure....can't remember the details already.....but it is so touching.
Monday, October 01, 2007
Are You Ready To Be A Wife?
| You Are Ready to Get Married |
 You've done more than dream about the dress and the honeymoon In fact, you spend a good deal of your time thinking about what makes a relationship work And from your answers, it looks like you have the skills to say "I Do" and mean it You've dated enough, learned your fair share, and you're ready to settle down. |
Are You More Cat or Dog?
| You Are: 60% Dog, 40% Cat |
 You are a nice blend of cat and dog. You're playful but not too needy. And you're friendly but careful. And while you have your moody moments, you're too happy to stay upset for long. |
What Do People Envy About You?
| People Envy Your Compassion |
 You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain. People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them. |
Would You Do Anything For Love?
| You Would Do Most Things For Love |
 You are willing to go pretty far for love - but not far enough to compromise your core values. Love is a priority for you, and you'll go further than most people to hold on to someone you love. But killing for love? Or even taking a bullet? Probably out of the question. No matter what, you love yourself the most! |
Would You Do Anything For Love?
| You Would Do Most Things For Love |
You are willing to go pretty far for love - but not far enough to compromise your core values. Love is a priority for you, and you'll go further than most people to hold on to someone you love. But killing for love? Or even taking a bullet? Probably out of the question. No matter what, you love yourself the most! |
Do You Communicate Like a Man or a Woman?
| You Communicate Like a Woman |
 You empathize, talk things out, and express your emotions freely. You're a good listener, and you're non-judgmental with your advice. Communication is how you connect with people. You're always up for a long talk, no matter how difficult the subject matter is. |
Are You Emo?
| You Are 12% Emo |
 You're the furthest thing from emo. Sensitivity is not something you exactly cultivate... and you can't imagine weeping over song lyrics. |
Thursday, September 20, 2007
What sort / type of girls do I like?
Create your own Friend Test here
Create your own Friend Test here
Try taking this simple test.....it is much simplier that the previous one I made. Please give me your feedback on the how I should ask the question in a better way? English words, vocabulary etc.
Cheers
Sunday, September 09, 2007
Some art piece to display
The other one is made for this another sister from CCC. Was invited so being budget constrained, made the one on the right with fabric paint...didn't get the effect I wanted but overall it is simple.
Now I have like 3 more woodcraft bought at good price.....going to figure out how to paint them and then give to the respective people. Dolphin, Butterfly and pig. No Mashimaro, no hello kitty. Oh boy....my yoki bear skirt is torn...poor thing......
Monday, August 20, 2007
Priority Test
We often get in situations when we take decisions without a second thought and this is the right moment to find out what type of person we are.
What would you do first if you were in a situation where:
The baby is crying.
The clothes are hanging outside and it has started to rain.
The water is running from the tap.
The doorbell is ringing.
The phone is ringing.
Think about what you will do first, then second and so on. Scroll down to see the explanation.
Each action reflects the priorities that you have set in your life. Take a look at the following table to see which priority corresponds to which action.
We often get in situations when we take decisions without a second thought and this is the right moment to find out what type of person we are.
What would you do first if you were in a situation where:
The baby is crying.
The clothes are hanging outside and it has started to rain.
The water is running from the tap.
The doorbell is ringing.
The phone is ringing.
Think about what you will do first, then second and so on. Scroll down to see the explanation.
Each action reflects the priorities that you have set in your life. Take a look at the following table to see which priority corresponds to which action.
Personality Test Centre Details related
INFJ: "Author". Strong drive and enjoyment to help others. Complex personality. 1% of the total population. These are serious students and workers who really want to contribute. They are private and easily hurt. They make good spouses, but tend to be physically reserved. People often think they are psychic. They make good therapists, general practitioners, ministers, and so on.
The agreeable nature and quiet personality of INFJs makes them particularly vulnerable to hurt feelings. Distress within close relationships can shatter the INFJ. Like all NFs under stress, INFJs feel fragmented and lost — as if they are acting out a part rather than simply being themselves. This disassociation can be related to physical symptoms for the INFJ, whether real or imagined. Feeling split off from their physical natures, INFJs may become virtually immobilized by repressed feelings.
Although INFJs may feel like remaining still and stationary until the chaos and confusion of a stressful situation dissipates, it would be best for them to actively sort out their needs from others. Being excessively cooperative and agreeable, the INFJ has a tendency to adopt values and beliefs of others as their own. When external conflicts grow, so does the INFJ's sense of personal disharmony. Disassociating themselves from others takes a great deal of effort for the INFJ.
CareersThis lists represent careers and jobs people of your type tend to enjoy doing. The job requirements are similar to the personality tendencies of your personality type. It is important to remember that this is not a list of all the jobs possible. And it is very important to remember that people can, and frequently do, fill jobs that are dissimilar to their personality... this happens all the time...and sometimes works out quite well.
career
counselor
psychologist
educational consultant
special education teacher
librarian
artistplaywright
novelist/poeteditor/art director
information-graphics...designer
HRM manager
merchandise planner
environmental
lawyer
marketer
job analyst
mental health counselor
dietitian/nutritionist
research
educational consultant
architects
interpreter/translator
The agreeable nature and quiet personality of INFJs makes them particularly vulnerable to hurt feelings. Distress within close relationships can shatter the INFJ. Like all NFs under stress, INFJs feel fragmented and lost — as if they are acting out a part rather than simply being themselves. This disassociation can be related to physical symptoms for the INFJ, whether real or imagined. Feeling split off from their physical natures, INFJs may become virtually immobilized by repressed feelings.
Although INFJs may feel like remaining still and stationary until the chaos and confusion of a stressful situation dissipates, it would be best for them to actively sort out their needs from others. Being excessively cooperative and agreeable, the INFJ has a tendency to adopt values and beliefs of others as their own. When external conflicts grow, so does the INFJ's sense of personal disharmony. Disassociating themselves from others takes a great deal of effort for the INFJ.
CareersThis lists represent careers and jobs people of your type tend to enjoy doing. The job requirements are similar to the personality tendencies of your personality type. It is important to remember that this is not a list of all the jobs possible. And it is very important to remember that people can, and frequently do, fill jobs that are dissimilar to their personality... this happens all the time...and sometimes works out quite well.
career
counselor
psychologist
educational consultant
special education teacher
librarian
artistplaywright
novelist/poeteditor/art director
information-graphics...designer
HRM manager
merchandise planner
environmental
lawyer
marketer
job analyst
mental health counselor
dietitian/nutritionist
research
educational consultant
architects
interpreter/translator
Personality Test Centre
Your personality type is INFJ
Type descriptions
On the basis of your answers to the test you are placed in one of sixteen types. What type you are says quite a bit about you - your likes and dislikes, your likely career choices, your compatibility with others, and so on. Click here to read about your personality type.
Type watching in team situations
Having information about personality types and preferences can be quite useful. Once you understand the basic personality preferences under which people operate, as well as your own preferences, you can begin to find ways to more effectively work with opposite types or even your own type. Through type watching, you can find ways to build upon people's strengths and improve many group activities, such as time management, conflict resolution, problem solving, and team building.
Click here to read about how you can function best in team situations.
Type descriptions
On the basis of your answers to the test you are placed in one of sixteen types. What type you are says quite a bit about you - your likes and dislikes, your likely career choices, your compatibility with others, and so on. Click here to read about your personality type.
Type watching in team situations
Having information about personality types and preferences can be quite useful. Once you understand the basic personality preferences under which people operate, as well as your own preferences, you can begin to find ways to more effectively work with opposite types or even your own type. Through type watching, you can find ways to build upon people's strengths and improve many group activities, such as time management, conflict resolution, problem solving, and team building.
Click here to read about how you can function best in team situations.
Sunday, August 12, 2007
Interesting updates about myself
Was meeting up with my spiritual father / Cell leader for some terms, and had an agenda on hand. Other than Administrative Matters, there are also the personal ones in which I will describe the titles of them.
a. Matters pertaining to the Master
b.Matters pertaining to Mission given by the Master
c. Matters pertaining to Mate "rewarded" by the Master
a.Matters pertaining to the Master
Something I learnt through the 40days fast. A suggested fast for me was from gaming. But as the 40 days went by, also together with the 100K blessings faith campaign, the lesson to be learnt for me: a choice between the desire of self or the world or of the spirit. As I walked through the 40days, although I fasted from PC Gaming, while still playing boardgames, I realised these apects I can managed, but others aspects, like choice of work, emotion and self-desires of things. Knowing the Master of our life is important as it really dictates how one constantly choose of what God's desire and being led by His will. As I typed this, I am constantly still learning to yield to His will. It is an interesting journey ahead for me as I obey what to be done later. It is also in terms of job and seeking for the area where He wants me to serve in.
b.Matters pertaining to Mission given by the Master
Readiness and willingness to serve and shepherd? This moment is just so similiar to that time 4 years ago, the very time when I transit into the second semester of my Freshman years. It was like 1 year plus since my breakup and it will be the 1 year that I will see her in NUS for a long time. Although there were a few encounters, I was just too unsure to approached her at that time. Guess it has being a long long time ever since....... 1 year plus not talked to her already. But well that is the side issue. The key issue here is to be an empty vessel for God to use. For His spirit to lead and bless others. To be in tune to the spirit and let him decide where to go. What to do, how to do it. The job or task that was assigned to Man, for the fullest fufillment of His Great Commission. Dance Ministry is in the consideration path, as I am something so intrigued by the moves, however, I know I will need to start somewhere and this will not come to truth till I stablise and have a schedule to work with. So this plan is keep on hold, as too in process of learning to hear and learning to walk the path.
c. Matters pertaining to Mate "rewarded" by the Master
Here is the interesting part. However it will be the least mentioned part. There are 2 steps which I remember hearing from my spiritual Dad after Take The City Walk on 28 Jul 2007. The Preparation and then the Prayer phase. Wonder is there a third phase? Proposal? Proach? All the P-s start coming out... There are 3 issue addressed. One with setting of new boundaries and new paradigm. One is just to mention as a precaution measure. The last, which is pertaining to this fine daughter of God, CSH - Closing the chapter. The Let Go Surrender Process. Learning to handle the emotions. As those who have being following this blog, which I believe is quite rare or some whom I have not heard of as this blog is only person reporting and there is nothing much new I can influence and impact your life. Well hopefully this can. In all the events that God allows, God allows us to learn something out of it. In this case, God allowed me to grow from it. The whole process is a growth process in which I have already put it all into a powerpoint slides, in which the teachings are from a book by Watchman Nee, The Life That Wins. I guess there will another entry all about it...
As I come to this phase of preparation, for work and also for what I believe what God has intend for me. As I prayerful as much as I put the time in, the short little times for the list of things I am looking for in the new job, I realise the amount of time spent will determine the amount of information too.....but God is just so gracious. He has always being and He will always be.
So this concludes the 3 matters pertaining to the things of the Master.
More to come regarding all these things.
a. Matters pertaining to the Master
b.Matters pertaining to Mission given by the Master
c. Matters pertaining to Mate "rewarded" by the Master
a.Matters pertaining to the Master
Something I learnt through the 40days fast. A suggested fast for me was from gaming. But as the 40 days went by, also together with the 100K blessings faith campaign, the lesson to be learnt for me: a choice between the desire of self or the world or of the spirit. As I walked through the 40days, although I fasted from PC Gaming, while still playing boardgames, I realised these apects I can managed, but others aspects, like choice of work, emotion and self-desires of things. Knowing the Master of our life is important as it really dictates how one constantly choose of what God's desire and being led by His will. As I typed this, I am constantly still learning to yield to His will. It is an interesting journey ahead for me as I obey what to be done later. It is also in terms of job and seeking for the area where He wants me to serve in.
b.Matters pertaining to Mission given by the Master
Readiness and willingness to serve and shepherd? This moment is just so similiar to that time 4 years ago, the very time when I transit into the second semester of my Freshman years. It was like 1 year plus since my breakup and it will be the 1 year that I will see her in NUS for a long time. Although there were a few encounters, I was just too unsure to approached her at that time. Guess it has being a long long time ever since....... 1 year plus not talked to her already. But well that is the side issue. The key issue here is to be an empty vessel for God to use. For His spirit to lead and bless others. To be in tune to the spirit and let him decide where to go. What to do, how to do it. The job or task that was assigned to Man, for the fullest fufillment of His Great Commission. Dance Ministry is in the consideration path, as I am something so intrigued by the moves, however, I know I will need to start somewhere and this will not come to truth till I stablise and have a schedule to work with. So this plan is keep on hold, as too in process of learning to hear and learning to walk the path.
c. Matters pertaining to Mate "rewarded" by the Master
Here is the interesting part. However it will be the least mentioned part. There are 2 steps which I remember hearing from my spiritual Dad after Take The City Walk on 28 Jul 2007. The Preparation and then the Prayer phase. Wonder is there a third phase? Proposal? Proach? All the P-s start coming out... There are 3 issue addressed. One with setting of new boundaries and new paradigm. One is just to mention as a precaution measure. The last, which is pertaining to this fine daughter of God, CSH - Closing the chapter. The Let Go Surrender Process. Learning to handle the emotions. As those who have being following this blog, which I believe is quite rare or some whom I have not heard of as this blog is only person reporting and there is nothing much new I can influence and impact your life. Well hopefully this can. In all the events that God allows, God allows us to learn something out of it. In this case, God allowed me to grow from it. The whole process is a growth process in which I have already put it all into a powerpoint slides, in which the teachings are from a book by Watchman Nee, The Life That Wins. I guess there will another entry all about it...
As I come to this phase of preparation, for work and also for what I believe what God has intend for me. As I prayerful as much as I put the time in, the short little times for the list of things I am looking for in the new job, I realise the amount of time spent will determine the amount of information too.....but God is just so gracious. He has always being and He will always be.
So this concludes the 3 matters pertaining to the things of the Master.
More to come regarding all these things.
Thursday, August 09, 2007
It's is worth the wait.......
It is worth the wait....finally after knowing this person 7 years ago..........chatting through a span of 5 years from ICQ age to now MSN age.....it is such a pleasure and honour to see her face to face......at the new AMK hub......
Thank God......really Thank God........before the meeting, I was really excited and waiting patiently.....though since Decemeber 2006, I was unable to arrange a time to meet her alll the way till now......today....the special day 09 Aug 2007....I meet da shi jie.....Meixian.......the one who shock the Top TPJC Othello player till become white..........
One thing that I forgot to do is to take photo....but well....now after meeting her....and showing her some magic tricks, teaching her in the midst too, also fumbling some of the tricks. It is really a great experience......like old friend long time haven meet......a sweet girl who is so frank and open.......just a demure? girl I guess......if I know the full meaning of demure....haha :)
Shared 100K blessing with her......invited her for my end of the month baptism..... calm..... and know what, Donnie was the only witness there.....haha opps......got caught by others....but well....it's okay....no one knows anything that is of the truth...... Prayed for her...... I knowing ever since I enlarged the prayer list, as consistent I pray, as consistent she in my prayer list.....prayer for salvation and for God to touched her life. What is more blessed and touching to see this sister of mine, know the love of God and be blessed to be a blessing to others. I really sincerely seek and ask God to open heavens and open doors. Let Your cross be magnified.
It is really worth all the wait....and thus I will continue to wait.......the preparation phase I feel is starting.....another phase of life takes it walk.......as I interact, there is the forces at work within me.....not about the girl I met today, but with the sister-in-christ. There was one I am still interest.....not the person but the life that of God in her. CSH is the usual simple 3 letter word I will use......in due time, or some whom already know it well, will know who she is.....but I know, there will come a time the name will be revealed........and I believing that, God has done his purpose for me to take this path. The path that really shown me many things through her life, a life of faithfulness, a life of three phases, before, inter-valley, and aftermath transformation in lovely grace. What more can God do, and much more He is keen and excited to bless and lead.
Master, Mission and Mate.........now is the phase of Master and Mission. Where You wish me to be......prayerful believing God for the place of minstry and work. Lord I cried out.....trying area.....looking for place, selecting the places. What is it you wish me to do.......perhaps I lack the faith. Perhaps I lack the courage.......Empower me all.....the wisdom in which those who ask will receive. Knowing Master and Mission of life, the life of Mate will be revealed......God's best plan, regardless what, He has the best plan for our life. Mission..........what more we deserve and He first love us so that we can love him. Indeed thr truth of the matters, it is worth the wait.........
Wait is now......prepare is for. Recovering the grounds and moving into new grounds; the promised land of God.
Thank God......really Thank God........before the meeting, I was really excited and waiting patiently.....though since Decemeber 2006, I was unable to arrange a time to meet her alll the way till now......today....the special day 09 Aug 2007....I meet da shi jie.....Meixian.......the one who shock the Top TPJC Othello player till become white..........
One thing that I forgot to do is to take photo....but well....now after meeting her....and showing her some magic tricks, teaching her in the midst too, also fumbling some of the tricks. It is really a great experience......like old friend long time haven meet......a sweet girl who is so frank and open.......just a demure? girl I guess......if I know the full meaning of demure....haha :)
Shared 100K blessing with her......invited her for my end of the month baptism..... calm..... and know what, Donnie was the only witness there.....haha opps......got caught by others....but well....it's okay....no one knows anything that is of the truth...... Prayed for her...... I knowing ever since I enlarged the prayer list, as consistent I pray, as consistent she in my prayer list.....prayer for salvation and for God to touched her life. What is more blessed and touching to see this sister of mine, know the love of God and be blessed to be a blessing to others. I really sincerely seek and ask God to open heavens and open doors. Let Your cross be magnified.
It is really worth all the wait....and thus I will continue to wait.......the preparation phase I feel is starting.....another phase of life takes it walk.......as I interact, there is the forces at work within me.....not about the girl I met today, but with the sister-in-christ. There was one I am still interest.....not the person but the life that of God in her. CSH is the usual simple 3 letter word I will use......in due time, or some whom already know it well, will know who she is.....but I know, there will come a time the name will be revealed........and I believing that, God has done his purpose for me to take this path. The path that really shown me many things through her life, a life of faithfulness, a life of three phases, before, inter-valley, and aftermath transformation in lovely grace. What more can God do, and much more He is keen and excited to bless and lead.
Master, Mission and Mate.........now is the phase of Master and Mission. Where You wish me to be......prayerful believing God for the place of minstry and work. Lord I cried out.....trying area.....looking for place, selecting the places. What is it you wish me to do.......perhaps I lack the faith. Perhaps I lack the courage.......Empower me all.....the wisdom in which those who ask will receive. Knowing Master and Mission of life, the life of Mate will be revealed......God's best plan, regardless what, He has the best plan for our life. Mission..........what more we deserve and He first love us so that we can love him. Indeed thr truth of the matters, it is worth the wait.........
Wait is now......prepare is for. Recovering the grounds and moving into new grounds; the promised land of God.
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Saturday, July 28, 2007
Friday, July 27, 2007
A process towards something new
If one is doing the same again and again, one should usually expect to get the same result. Same here, as I surrender my desire.....I still find that I am still wishing to know more about her. So how now? Do I confess that such a liking exists? Not good, as it is not fully true. The elements of the liking is more of interest of the person and the person's life.
Perhaps it is also signalling, time is called ! It is time to move on. Focus on what God has for me. Master, Mission, Mate. Sound's familiar. Lord I just pray at this moment that I confess I recognised you as the Master of my life. Let Me taken a servant role, and do as you wish. Grant me the insights and abilites to follow and the child-like faith to follow your request.
As I move in your command and will, let your Mission for my life also be revealed. Let me feel your heartbeat for the people. Make my heart beat too. It is not only for my comfort, but with the same comfort, you have ordained me to comfort others too. With belief of little of me, I just follow. Please guide me along and pinpoint my mistakes. Everything I commit and pray in Jesus's name. Amen.
I just feel the next step is just coming. Perhaps when I acknoledge and accept the truth, the truth will set me free. :)
Perhaps it is also signalling, time is called ! It is time to move on. Focus on what God has for me. Master, Mission, Mate. Sound's familiar. Lord I just pray at this moment that I confess I recognised you as the Master of my life. Let Me taken a servant role, and do as you wish. Grant me the insights and abilites to follow and the child-like faith to follow your request.
As I move in your command and will, let your Mission for my life also be revealed. Let me feel your heartbeat for the people. Make my heart beat too. It is not only for my comfort, but with the same comfort, you have ordained me to comfort others too. With belief of little of me, I just follow. Please guide me along and pinpoint my mistakes. Everything I commit and pray in Jesus's name. Amen.
I just feel the next step is just coming. Perhaps when I acknoledge and accept the truth, the truth will set me free. :)
Monday, July 23, 2007
Lesson learnt and evalutated on birthday
A life about Nehemiah - winning when your problmes seem insurmounable. Indeed nowadays, our problems always seems to insurmountable, however, at times we are also blocked by the fact that the is a God too. There were 3 learning points that was shared during the service and they are really interesting.
Life mess is bigger than us, so is God's mission. These two, although mentioned in 2 different points, I will summarise them together. Only time when life mess is smaller than us is when we can see God mission is bigger than us. It is when we see the greatness of God. When we are accountable to the life mess, the problems and growth, it is when we begin to be serious about change and find change is possible. How do we know that God mission is bigger than us. Look at
Ephesian 4:11-16(New International Version)
11It was he who gave some to be apostles, some to be prophets, some to be evangelists, and some to be pastors and teachers, 12to prepare God's people for works of service, so that the body of Christ may be built up 13until we all reach unity in the faith and in the knowledge of the Son of God and become mature, attaining to the whole measure of the fullness of Christ.
14Then we will no longer be infants, tossed back and forth by the waves, and blown here and there by every wind of teaching and by the cunning and craftiness of men in their deceitful scheming. 15Instead, speaking the truth in love, we will in all things grow up into him who is the Head, that is, Christ. 16From him the whole body, joined and held together by every supporting ligament, grows and builds itself up in love, as each part does its work.
14Then we will no longer be infants, tossed back and forth by the waves, and blown here and there by every wind of teaching and by the cunning and craftiness of men in their deceitful scheming. 15Instead, speaking the truth in love, we will in all things grow up into him who is the Head, that is, Christ. 16From him the whole body, joined and held together by every supporting ligament, grows and builds itself up in love, as each part does its work.
Body of Christ, the whole body, we......it is not for individual.....and also not for us alone to pull through God's mission. FROM HIM THE WHOLE BODY - it is from Christ, who is the Head, whom will lead us as easch of us does our work - "as each part does its work"
Nehemiah 2:18 (New International Version)
18 I also told them about the gracious hand of my God upon me and what the king had said to me. They replied, "Let us start rebuilding." So they began this good work.
"let us start rebuilding" - it is not for individual but together, to rebuild the walls.
Lastly, why Life mess and God mission is bigger than us, and being as a community, so that God's greatest miracle is available for us.
Nehemiah 6:15-16 (New International Version)
The Completion of the Wall
15 So the wall was completed on the twenty-fifth of Elul, in fifty-two days. 16 When all our enemies heard about this, all the surrounding nations were afraid and lost their self-confidence, because they realized that this work had been done with the help of our God.
52 days to rebuild a wall that was downed for 70 years. Everyone knows that is only by the grace and hand of God. In a community, really God's greatest miracle is available. Be it like for Superstar Training acadamey camp last month 6-9 Jun, or the Cambodia English + Christmas event, and many more, how a community of christian, coming together, knowing that God's mission is bigger than us, but believing that God's miracle is really there.....and truth enough, God's miracle always comes.
Enter to my 26th year and also coming to 8 years as a active christian. This journey is something that I will never regret embarking and will I not leave it....because I understand and know the fullness of the grace that God has for me in this life....and the promises, limited that I know, but sufficient for me to move the next step, closer and abinding to what he wants me to do. I slowly understand it is not about what my desires, or subjecting myself to my own wants, but trusting that God see those desires and will never keep the best from us. As I continue to seek for the direction clear, the faith to walk that direction, and even the faith to know what I hear or see, I can see that really faith is believing. Faith is not just hoping, or feeling, but really taking that first step. 100K blessing is really teaching and putting me to the test, from the rest, dare to step out. dare to face the challenges of life and know that comfort of God is always there.
Thank God for the quiet but yet remember 26th birthday. One that I realise, who remembered my birthday, and who are just a little too busy. But well, I will still remember theirs. Joy is just spending time with those whom I treasure, not only because they remember, or they do spend time with me, but it is the amount I can bless and give them. I am neither so noble. I also still wish to have someone accompany me for my birthday.....but I just take joy and rejoice in the company of God. Who would wish to spend the time with me? I know one who always will want to.....just here, who would wish to?
Anyway, who will read this blog will know who will know.
Happy birthday to myself....haha
This is what my mum got me ..........nice eco stuff
Well at least as again, I know....I got the photo that I at this moment like most.....
For those who know me more will understand......
Activation process in progress.........launching search
I look sleepy ....haha.....
Thursday, July 19, 2007
Just some casual updates
Finally it is the second week of tuition. I am jus back form giving my 2nd JC chemisty tuition and tomorrow will be my 2nd O' levels Chemsitry group tuition. It has being a exciting journey as I started data entry work at church office @ chai chee technopark. The time need to travel there is really far.....like 1+ hrs to get there. I have to leave home and catch the 0730 bus to be able to reach there by 0900. Sames also go for going for chemsitry tuition. A total of 2+ hrs traveling time for a 2 hr tuition. I must be out of my mind. But well it is a a living to start, a blessing to grow, a seed to sow. In the end, may God be glorified. And the special thing today = I forgot to put on my belt.....I feel so weird....so self-conscious.....realised it only when I was waiting for bus....and hogging for time......also on my way back....my jeans zip seems to be loose....how embrassing.......well guess I have being seeing too many girls already....haha.....repent repent.....seek forgiveness .....and be restore with the blood of the lamb.
Interesting also, wonder who is organising another dinner with the christmas team girls....I wonder who is the initiator? It just starts to puzzle me....but of course I should keep me lips tight shut.....perhaps I have a part to play? or perhaps I have a stake to lose....haha.....in whichever case......anything or whatever, they are both priced the same. Well I may get to have just get company while going home....which is good.....so not going to dig too much info from it too. I have much more on my side to settle before thinking of such things. But well....just being curious, the info just arouse my curosity. And also, I doubt anyone read this blog of mine.....so it does not matters anyway at this moment.
100K blessing......so far this week. Really didn't have the opportunity.....guess I missed one.....Planning to excerise for my IPPT on sat....my only IPPT for 2006.....it is either make or break....well I have not excerise for a while already......looks like it is going to be IPPT RT for me......welll only Chin up and running will fail me. well perhaps that will provide me with more opportunity to bless people?
Anyway.....friday come and sunday too.....I pray that all will be there present. And I pray too to those who happen to bum into this blog and reading it now, after a while later, be blessed. For God is a God of surprises. He is beside you, always there with you at your ups and downs. Blessed you will be. No wounds he is not able to heal. He hears you. He knows you. He loves you.Blessed one
Interesting also, wonder who is organising another dinner with the christmas team girls....I wonder who is the initiator? It just starts to puzzle me....but of course I should keep me lips tight shut.....perhaps I have a part to play? or perhaps I have a stake to lose....haha.....in whichever case......anything or whatever, they are both priced the same. Well I may get to have just get company while going home....which is good.....so not going to dig too much info from it too. I have much more on my side to settle before thinking of such things. But well....just being curious, the info just arouse my curosity. And also, I doubt anyone read this blog of mine.....so it does not matters anyway at this moment.
100K blessing......so far this week. Really didn't have the opportunity.....guess I missed one.....Planning to excerise for my IPPT on sat....my only IPPT for 2006.....it is either make or break....well I have not excerise for a while already......looks like it is going to be IPPT RT for me......welll only Chin up and running will fail me. well perhaps that will provide me with more opportunity to bless people?
Anyway.....friday come and sunday too.....I pray that all will be there present. And I pray too to those who happen to bum into this blog and reading it now, after a while later, be blessed. For God is a God of surprises. He is beside you, always there with you at your ups and downs. Blessed you will be. No wounds he is not able to heal. He hears you. He knows you. He loves you.Blessed one
So Far about me
Arena(known to self and others) complex, observant, reflective, self-assertive, sentimental | Blind Spot(known only to others) able, accepting, adaptable, calm, caring, cheerful, clever, confident, dependable, energetic, friendly, giving, happy, helpful, idealistic, independent, intelligent, introverted, kind, knowledgeable, logical, loving, mature, modest, organised, patient, quiet, religious, responsive, searching, sensible, silly, spontaneous, trustworthy, warm, wise, witty |
Façade(known only to self) self-conscious | Unknown(known to nobody) bold, brave, dignified, extroverted, ingenious, nervous, powerful, proud, relaxed, shy, sympathetic, tense |
All Percentages
able (4%) accepting (12%) adaptable (8%) bold (0%) brave (0%) calm (12%) caring (16%) cheerful (20%) clever (12%) complex (12%) confident (8%) dependable (8%) dignified (0%) energetic (12%) extroverted (0%) friendly (44%) giving (28%) happy (8%) helpful (48%) idealistic (4%) independent (4%) ingenious (0%) intelligent (12%) introverted (4%) kind (28%) knowledgeable (20%) logical (4%) loving (16%) mature (8%) modest (4%) nervous (0%) observant (16%) organised (20%) patient (12%) powerful (0%) proud (0%) quiet (12%) reflective (12%) relaxed (0%) religious (28%) responsive (4%) searching (8%) self-assertive (4%) self-conscious (0%) sensible (4%) sentimental (12%) shy (0%) silly (12%) spontaneous (4%) sympathetic (0%) tense (0%) trustworthy (28%) warm (8%) wise (4%) witty (4%)
Created by the Interactive Johari Window on 19.7.2007, using data from 25 respondents.
You can make your own Johari Window, or view Fredrik Lee's full data.
You can make your own Johari Window, or view Fredrik Lee's full data.
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Love Test - A Visit to Your SO's Place
1. The road represents your attitude towards falling in love.
You chose the long road--you take your time and do not fall in
love easily.
2. The number of red roses represents how much you give in a
relationship, while the number of white represents what you
expect in return.
You give 90% and expect 10% in return.
3. This question represents your attitude towards handling
relationship problems.
You like to get the person yourself--you are a more direct
person and like to work out problems immediately.
4. The placement of the roses determines how much you like to see
your boy/girlfriend.
You want to place the roses on the bed--you like to see him/her
a lot.
5. This represents your attitude towards his/her personality.
You prefer the person to be asleep--you love the person as the
way s/he is.
6. The road to home tells how long you stay in love with someone.
You chose the longer road--you will tend to stay in love for
a long time.
That's all folks. Best wishes to those who are in love.
You chose the long road--you take your time and do not fall in
love easily.
2. The number of red roses represents how much you give in a
relationship, while the number of white represents what you
expect in return.
You give 90% and expect 10% in return.
3. This question represents your attitude towards handling
relationship problems.
You like to get the person yourself--you are a more direct
person and like to work out problems immediately.
4. The placement of the roses determines how much you like to see
your boy/girlfriend.
You want to place the roses on the bed--you like to see him/her
a lot.
5. This represents your attitude towards his/her personality.
You prefer the person to be asleep--you love the person as the
way s/he is.
6. The road to home tells how long you stay in love with someone.
You chose the longer road--you will tend to stay in love for
a long time.
That's all folks. Best wishes to those who are in love.
Fun personality Test
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7 Deadly Sins Test
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The colour of your heart
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Monday, July 16, 2007
To be Contended with little things, always give thanks
Be contended with little things and always give thanks.
Yes indeed. this was the attitude in the relaxed status of me, contended with a photo....and giving thanks to God whom I know has such great prefect plans for me that I still have yet to fully comprehend. But with faith, not just hoping and neither based on feeling, but perhaps just knowing how God is so faithful in the past and thus now, although I am still not fully able to, I know I have a all-able Christ who is living in me.
Knowing my life is a miracle and one that is exchanged with a heavy price. It is not just a life that changed. Changed is part of the exchange.Changed amounts to differences in the person; exchange is a complete different person.
Galatians 2:20 (New International Version)
20I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me.
Simple truth that just need simple faith to believe. It is "I no longer live, but Christ lives in me" This statement clearly says that the I is no longer live, be-ing, controls. Yet second statement of "Christ lives in me" still has the "me" element. This I understand as the "me" now is the flesh but the spirit that lives within is different. The soul being is Christ. Thus the "I" that was in me is no longer there, or "I" is displaced.
With this knowing, now understand why the old-self is so wishing to go back to "me". IT is the old home, the place of refugee. Thus that is why in
Luke 9:23 (New International Version)
23Then he said to them all: "If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow me.
and also in
Romans 12:2a (New International Version)
2aDo not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind.
Thus I pray and ask, Thanks to be God for all everything you have sustianed me through the week and through my illness. Allow me to deny myself and grant me the strength to carry the cross daily to follow you. It is Christ who lives in me. In Christ all things are possible.
Isaiah 40:31 (New International Version)
31 but those who hope in the LORD
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.
Thank Lord in all things. And also let the Isaac of trying to know CSH also be lifted to you too. Take it for I believe, God will provide the sacrificial Lamb
Sunday, June 17, 2007
IJCOC
IJCOC 2007 is finally over....with the help of great juniors..........I would not imagine how it can be done with such a short runway. However, it all things, really thank God.....that He will provide the people to help, even though I feel so helpless....
A rainy day it was total.....a close challenge between the usual 2 rivals, TPJC and NYJC. with just one point seperates them , this is the key thing that holds between the JC. But overall....it was really good and everything went smoothly, accept I blow my budget and now going to live in tight pockets. Anyway, it was overall fun.
With everyone, waiting for the exciting arrival of Da shi jie....someone whom I too personally have not seen for 5 years....but however in the end, after I found out too, that she was unable to make it due to illness.....so really hope her has recover fully....and also hope there will be another chance to see her again......the wait is really worth it.....Especially with what I believe God is doing in her life now......creating the environment that is just so divine.
In conclusion, a great week with another busy week ahead....thus more to come....hopefully really get to see her.....and another special guest is returning too......wonder will the plan be executed as be..... whatever and anything.......1 - 6 haha. Anyway, and whateverway.....yeah yeah...go go go.......Exchanged, obtained, expressed and a gift. :)
-----Thursday, June 14, 2007
The Myers-Briggs Personal Assessment Quiz
Thinking
Based on your answers, the personality type you are strongest in is "Thinking".
| You make judgments about life, people, occurrences, and things based on logic, analysis, and evidence, avoiding the irrationality of making decisions based on feelings and values. As a result, you are more interested in logic, analysis and verifiable conclusions than in empathy, values, and personal warmth. You may step on other's feelings and needs without realizing it, neglecting to take into consideration the values of others. | |
| Strengths | Weaknesses |
|---|---|
| is logical and analytical is objective is organized has critical ability is just stands firm | does not notice people's feelings misunderstands others' values is uninterested in conciliation does not show feelings shows less mercy is uninterested in persuading |
Sunday, June 10, 2007
Funny thing happen
The funny thing happened.........Here I was, going to meet this friend to hitch a ride on Cab to the campsite. While walking toward the person's house, was thinking that....woah " What am I doing? Shouldn't I just wait outside and eat at the shop (no time, they dun serve singles = one person), no time, I am just lazy....it is running out of time.....time too short already.....why not just be early....it's okay....haha...." and after all these, + stoning-walking, arrived....not even hearing my HP msg....not even know it sounded in the first place......I was at the doorstep.....shock shock. although I admit I was hungry....however, I feel so paiseh when offered dinner.....I like a cornered hamster.....erm........taking the same attitude as I done of of the offering of coffee....I just agreed.........and then everything else is just history now.......information mentioned was I was the first.....haha...that make me more paiseh.....go eat free dinner, hitch a ride too......at least I helped a bit to shift the things.....but I still feel silly...
But in the end, I know and recognised an improvement.....although I find it silly. In the end, I know, this situation shows how much I have recovered, although still untamed, the comfort level is higher that previous. Praise to God.....for his love endures forever.
Monday, June 04, 2007
Colour Quiz
 | MK took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test! "Strives for a life rich in activity and experience..." Click here to read the rest of the results. |
Friday, May 25, 2007
King & I
A picture that is sometime, not a distant time ago...... The King & I.....so indeed who is the king of life........where is his kingdom.....where is his watchman?There is more that beats the eye......this is just no ordinary picture.... a picture that speaks a thousand words.....a word that consist of many meanings.
Confused? Yup I am too. Just keeping this blog updated with pictures.....really a stretch of faith and a new step into a new phase of life.
Monday, April 30, 2007
1 99 lessons.
1.99 lesson......it talks about learning the 99 lessons from 1.99 concept. There are a few things that happened....Knowing about the 4 sectors of career choice.....recognise where do I actually is in. Begining to recognise and move with confidence in what is needed to do, but yet I still have to spend time to listen. How much I still yearn for His voice. His ever abundant love and grace there always. What more can I describe how real I know and believe He is in my life. The time is coming, the tide is shifting that one day every tongue will confess who He is.
A week of couple of tough choices. But I know it is the courage to make those decisions. They may not be the best, but it solve a portion of the problems that I face now.....How much I wish to have the faith to believe that He can provide.....Faith is not just a feeling, it is also a choice. A choice of faith. A choice to move, and knowing He is moving ahead of me.
Faith = Future Assured In Thy Hands. Fear addressed, I toast Heaven / I thy Hopeful,helpless, here.
Faith is really something known in the mind, felt at heart, and expressed in action. Faith is in believing what is to come. Fear is similiar but just opposite of Faith. In the end, Faith and Fear has something similiar, which is a belief of what is to come.
Sunday, April 01, 2007
Thursday, March 29, 2007
Interesting News
Interesting News. I realise that the someone whom I feel touched by sending me to the airport.....I realise a intersting news.....but 2 things are concluded from this.....Thank God for this thing to happened, 2ndly, Thank God for there is another opportunity to bless.....Yeah.....
Bless KY Yeah.......
Thursday, February 01, 2007
Sunday, January 21, 2007
A christmas gift from Steve
Got one of the most wanted gift that I amlost forgotten as I was slacking from prayer = another prayer book when my current one finishes.....was reading thru all the prayers, simple short, faithful, plain writing, the people I try to pray and prayed for....really bring backs the memories when I first started to do this. Although I can't really remember the driving motive, I am glad that I did write down the verse to believe in
John 20:31
But these are written that you may[a] believe that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God, and that by believing you may have life in his name.
Signed 13 Oct 2005 2359-0023
I write this 2 special prayer that really works.
1. 13 Dec 2005 - Prayer: Prayer of revival (restoration & rekindling)
CKW: Bless him with a partner / helper / partnership ( Even if she is CSH) & release him to your will. [ Help me Lord to release to your will be done]
2.20 Dec 2005 - Daily zest pre-arranged seriously randomly (Divine intervention)
CSH: Help me to crucify my interest of her on the cross knowing Jehovah Remembers.
I really thank God for all these prayer that I really see them coming true since about 1 year ago....and I know one thing for sure....God Remembers.
Here is the new prayer book that I will be having:
Guess Which one is the old or new one.....but I believe it is quite obvious....haha
Saturday, January 20, 2007
I wonder any one reads this
Haha....I wonder anyone actually read this....thinking of re-doing this blog to be both a personal journal and also to share certain information and knowledge too. Wonder wonder wonder....who is around here???? Any kind souls?
Friday, January 19, 2007
How Are You In Love?
How You Are In Love |
 You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You tend to take more than give in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. |
What Drug Is Your Personality Like?
| Your Personality Is Like Ecstasy |
 And while you're usually content to sit back and view the world with wonder... Sometimes you're world becomes very overwhelming and a little scary. |
Do You Have a Dirty Mind?
| Your Mind is G Rated |
 In fact, you often don't catch on to how dirty the world really is. |
Do You Date Like a Man or a Woman?
| You Date Like a Woman |
 You tend to take romance seriously, and you're not really out for a fling. A mental and emotional connection always comes first for you. And rushing the physical stuff is likely to turn you off. You're highly selective when it comes to dating, and some may say you're too picky. You know what you want, and when you find it, you're ready to commit. |
Are You Addicted to the Internet?
| You Are 47% Addicted to the Internet |
 You can keep it under check, and you're by no means a hermit. |
What's Your Power Color?
| Your Power Color Is Gold |
 You are engrossed in passions that mentally stimulate you. At Your Lowest: You seek thrills and neglect what's important in your life. In Love: You see dating as adventure and approach it with an open attitude. How You're Attractive: You passion for life makes others passionate about you. Your Eternal Question: "Am I Having Fun?" |
I'm dyning
Really.....I am dying now......dying due to the lack of productivity and realising that I have yet the skill sets to canvass in road shows.....that costs.......also with so much complication. Really I need the prayer and support.....I really feeling the pinch....but I thank God today, despite a bad day for me, I saw Grace and Sarah at Woodlands....it was a relief to see fellow sister-in-christ....just a refreshing talk and knowing, God is still faithful when I am faithless.
Really.....I am at your service, and if you need to know anything about financial, ask me ASAP......2 more month before I start to review my job again.
All best luck
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