She planned lunch though otherwise

Today is a day that is special.....or finally this day comes....it is something too dramatic..... but something that I waited for the whole week. Though initially I though it was just a quickie work only then she will go off for her marking...

"It seems I have invigilation at 11am. Will it be all right if we caught up at about 11:30, settle then go for lunchl"

woah.... though the day before I bought ginger beer thinking of maybe find chance....but she, with work, arranged for lunch.....though I had invigilation till 12 noon. So she told me she left early to eat as she is really hungry.  She was taking pig liver which I noticed and she followed up with the reason coz she needs it .....the period of the month.... oic...

Well I am just glad to have lunch with her and I just steal glance off her....as I eat my standard food.....Western fried rice. So she was telling who is the auntie heng in school, the not open to suggestion and stuff.....the whole organizing process....and she can be quite upfront and fierce.... as i typed, I think i am biased toward her though still objective in it,  She did most of the talking, I just listen as I am the one who is still having food in my mouth..... well, she get her i suspect daily breath. So after listening to it, as I look and be aware of the thing call friend zone and stuff....and reflect about just colleague that I like to work with.... So the question to me is how do I view it?

Does it show the difference between infatuation, lust and love? That is something for me to find out. I look forward for the next one which is next Tuesday. Ginger Beer + yogurt.....  yet to decide what to get for yogurt add-ons.

In anticipation that is one possibility.....she is just feel down....though I can't cheer her up.....in my mind I still think that there is someone in the phone who can cheer her up.

That should conclude for the day..... I enjoy the detour or shelter carpark walk. Enjoy the company, that I admit. Will it progress further than that, I have no answer.