6 Sept 2016......another more adventorous and exciting one unplanned event and journey... Round 2

06 Sept 1 hours lunch, 1830 - 2330 = 5 hours instead.=> 106 hours

06 Sept 2016....unplanned lunch and supposingly a quick dinner to send her home.

So lunch was unplanned.... met her near her workplace.....Mouse fen no chilli, vinegar for myself and another one is vinegar with tomato for her. I kenna scolded by the chef auntie for complicated order...sigh.... I just sigh on my non-simple instruction.

Did my blogging which I was surprised that a surge of grief or hurt came in..... Thank God as I look back, I managed to actually finish it and not didn't finish it.....though I missed out the juicy parts...or the critical parts which can be easily recalled or filled in later.

So 06 Sept 2016..... we met for dinner as usual. We didn't want to eat at white sands. We went to Sport centre. Talked about going swimming....she in her swim suit....me in my trunks....haha....we just didn't went for one for a while ourselves. That sport centre really nothing to eat....so macdonald....she grilled chicken meal, me the veggie crunch meal....cheap and nice.....though we/ or to be exact I had to let a 4 seat table to sit the 2 seat table next to it to a bunch of uhmmm uhmmm youngster females.

So we knew we couldn't stay there.....occupation sickness and I told I feel like educating them ...haha...

So then we went to the park..... we chatted chatted....appreciating each other and all the toufu and stuff.....but to our surprise ....near the eco pond....she is scared of the sound in the dim light....and we came to a path where there were no light but just the light fro the sky....she initially didn't want to go in....but I encouraged her....muhahahaha....to go in with me..... she held me close to her hearts......woah that is really just woah..... so I teased her......distracting her and myself....that I appreciated eating toufu......and she just feel secure....and she just said she trusted me being a safe guy. We walked in the still not as bad as in ubin...which I told her how the experience was. Woah...it is a place where things can happen...haha.... well finally we found a place...she is scared.We found a bench seat.....then she was scared and tired...and like to do what she always like to do....lay her head on my shoulder..... so I being notti.... I told her..... I am going to play with her bra straps...haha....and I did......some how as things progress....and I can't remember what eventually ended up I told her....as a punishment or something I will do because of something is..... I will go to her bra buckle and unclip it....she later told me her heart was pounding and ticklish..... of course I told her I only knew but don't dare to do so..... not at that occasion.....how scandalous/ simulating it is..... from the public eyes. I didn't have much thoughts....as I know it can progress further..... oh ya....it was when I shared with her I had difficult writing the post with the holy grief that she cried and ask me to hug her.... that was in return...

The amazing thing after that.....as we cuddle...or as she place her head on my shoulder.....at one moment I started to pray.....and she started to cough and cough....and somehow instantly, I just ask all the unwanted things in the temple of God to go....to go away and fill this temple with the holy spirit. Woah ....woah it is just amazing.....
Nothing happen later though she was really tired....then we decided to walked back as it was going late.....later than planned. Though she would ask me to send her up immediately or walk me to the bus stop...instead...she just ask me to sit down at bench and she lay her head on my shoulder again.... well she really loves it.... and she just fall asleep or napped...

Well after that as she is in the lead, she told me to send her up and opening the metal gates, her mum open the door....we greeted and as expected she asked me to come in.... I pre-empted with her....and politely decline with her help by closing the gate...... It is a night that really anything can happen..... Thank to the prayer coverage..... which was already there.....

There is going to be round 3 which is even more challenging.....then ubin will be the last which will be after permission granted. Round 3 coming Thursday...venue where I stored my things..... planned is just simple

Another 5am and Round 1

Sub total over 21 days = 94.5 hours
05 Sept 2016 :  1 hour lunch, 1830 to 2300 => 6.5 hours => 101 hours
06 Sept 2016: 1 hour lunch, 1830 to 2130 => 4 hours => 105 hours

Another blog that is of yesterday 05 Sept 2016. Here are some pointers

I start with the verses:

12 BIBLE VERSES ON FRESH STARTS AND NEW BEGINNINGS

• Isaiah 43:18-9 ESV
  “Remember not the former things,
      nor consider the things of old.
   Behold, I am doing a new thing;
      now it springs forth, do you not perceive it?
  I will make a way in the wilderness
      and rivers in the desert.
• Isaiah 65:17 NIV
  See, I will create
      new heavens and a new earth.
  The former things will not be remembered,
      nor will they come to mind.
• Lamentations 3:22-23 ESV
• The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases;
      his mercies never come to an end;
  ²³ they are new every morning;
      great is your faithfulness.
• Ezekiel 11:18-19 ESV
  And when they come there, they will remove from it all its detestable things and all its abominations. ¹⁹ And I will give them one heart, and a new spirit I will put within them. I will remove the heart of stone from their flesh and give them a heart of flesh,
• Ezekiel 36:26 ESV
  And I will give you a new heart, and a new spirit I will put within you.And I will remove the heart of stone from your flesh and give you a heart of flesh.
• Romans 6:3-4 NIV
  Or don’t you know that all of us who were baptized into Christ Jesus were baptized into his death? ⁴ We were therefore buried with him through baptism into death in order that, just as Christ was raised from the dead through the glory of the Father, we too may live a new life.
• 2 Corinthians 5:17 ESV
  Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has passed away; behold, the new has come.
• Ephesians 4:22-24 ESV
  to put off your old self, which belongs to your former manner of life and is corrupt through deceitful desires, ²³ and to be renewed in the spirit of your minds, ²⁴ and to put on the new self, created after the likeness of God in true righteousness and holiness.
• Philippians 3:13-14 NIV
  Brothers and sisters, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead,¹⁴ I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.
• Colossians 3:9-10 NIV
  Do not lie to each other, since you have taken off your old self with its practices¹⁰ and have put on the new self, which is being renewed in knowledge in the image of its Creator.
• 1 Peter 1:3 ESV
  Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! According to his great mercy, he has caused us to be born again to a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead,
• Revelation 21:4-5 ESV
  He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death shall be no more,neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore, for the former things have passed away.”⁵ And he who was seated on the throne said, “Behold, I am making all things new.” Also he said, “Write this down, for these words are trustworthy and true.”

So how does this relates.... I remember vague, yesterday Miss K is wear a 2015 bought white dress. She look pure in it. I still can feel it.....it still hurts....

 

pointers......we ate salad.....healthy food. I paid she did all the selection. We drank the ginseng water that my mum made.

Me teasing her got assets.....give me free show...due to the nature and condition of her white dress.....I speculate.

We talked about love language...predicting her love language...... saying her PT is higher than mine....

 

Some how I was prompted to ask about physical intimacy. Shared about myself....some incident..... accidental hug.....then back to her.....

 

She told me about her 2nd....and the huge surge came......since to some years with Ms E..... I didn't cry.... I just minister..... minister God love.....go through the steps of confession and she confessed it eventually..... as I more up the levels and asked.....yes indeed where...... I almost cried....but I just prayed in tongues..... I know this is the time..... to minister God's love.... to give her the assurance and lead her.....  so she cried...... and eventually I mentioned to her the 1 time hug some hours ago..... no expiry....she took it .... and I hug her..... though I ate her tou fu....but this is a pure hug.....hug of comfort...... for her....and for myself..... I can't be bother PDA ..... then after I shared one of the words God gave me for the 3 signs..... D 22:20.....and I told her see God really gave signs ....just need to be one of them is enough.......

 

I told her....ya I should ask permission from Her dad..... formality to ask her eldest daughter to be my GF......  as I hear more the previous I am convinced this is the right thing to do....

 

All the doubts and fear are cleared.... the fonder feeling, the unusual sensation, there is a surge of confidence..... she even mentioned she can't wait that I ask permission to be my wife..... but she think if she were the parent, it is too fast.

 

The dream of being asked will I marry such a girl....my answer is yes.

God prepared for the last 15 years for such a moment. I am just soooooo amazed.....

 

So now open more options about next Friday F1 if I sent her back....what are my options.

 

This is just too overwhelming... I wonder how it will be for her to journal.... I just hope and pray that God presence will comfort her....as my mind battle is begin.....the journey of faith has just begin to hit a new level.

I learnt something after that...... for 06 Sept 2016.....always find a more conducive private place so that such ministry and stuff can be done without the public eyes....haha....