Start of a new era

It is really a start of a new era......new things happening.... Here are some reports and updates since the last time. New developments:

1. Career: Had a job appointment before CNY.....training event business....interesting job scope. Also there is a flexible deadline-tied job scope that I managed to reply somethings back. Well waiting for more details to come.

2. Relationship: Not my main priority....but I guess I am more relaxed than before....despite the unstable career path that I am embarking. Not much of progress and earning not more that the maximum I once got. Thus had to really work hard, learn hard.....Yup as I know more people, I learned what are the actual qualities that attracts me.....and what I feel are the one that may complements.....In all, the Lord is the best Matchmaker.....He has the best person in mind for me. So Happy Fishing......for good fish to steam and eat......I mean to learn cooking.

3. Initimacy, Inter-dependance, Integration: The 3 I for the year of Sabbeth. Where I rest upon the Lord.....and yet still be busy with daily work. However with the a day a Psalms....was really refreshing and energizing to read God's Word daily and have the daily nourishment. With that, I feel more energy to restart my daily prayer soon....I can feel that it is all coming back.....and I feel so overjoyed and excited now....especially with the opportunity to serve again in HT in March. What is more worthy that to have a great time with God....the closest and most understanding friend....

In all, let the new era begins.....and knowing more people.........24 Feb.....a special day to remember.....

Obeying God's word

This is something that I came across when I was packing my room. I felt I should, in order to kill more trees, recycle more paper and get this into soft copy.

Happened on 24/02/2002 0133

After G12 Conference, I was too late to take bus to AMK to be able to catch my last 169. 2 suggestion came: Jerome house or Changi Airpot. I SMS home, hoping that my DAD may come and fetch me, but to avail. I followed Christian and Kenny to MRT, blindly faithly, even train to Tanah Merah has been annouced to have left. Upon boarding th bus, I had some hopes that I may be able to catch the last bus down to Yishun and I prayed for God's Ggrace and favour to be upon me. Even before I reached the stop I supposed to alight, I heard a voice "Algiht Now" stunned,only moments later, I realise I missed my last bus and had to walked a little further. It was as of the 1st ttime. I remembered sharing about rejection in my life to J,K,T,C (cant remember who already) and that prompted my unkownly to ask "God, have you forsaken me, rejected me? ...... missing the bus...."

God replied with " Have you, Fredrik rejected me?" I felt guilty of it, of reject God the way people had rejected me. I repented. And God convicted me of disobidence to his word.....

"To honour thy parents" A phrase for 2001 the year of brokeness (BGR). I knew I did not obey God, resuting I was not growing....unstable....broken BGR...laost one that I so-called cherished/valued much. I humbly obeyed to pray for my parents on Sunday 24 02 2002. by God's grace & word...." Blessed are those who humbly obey and serve" Half / 3/4 walking journey back home, when I was already weary and tired after the reflection, a taxi drive (Christian Methodist) picked me up and drove me back home. god's grace upon those who chose to obey him -> God's is in CONTROL. Amen.