Good News Finally Arrives

The Good news finally arrives. The news that I have waited for 3 years ever since the start of an unstable time of mine. A time where things did not go as smoothly for me for the past 3 years. Ups and downs thru these years has dampened things for me. Although there is still hope and fun excitement with hope,  things that are within my choice yet chosen not, were as they are. Though watery eyes not the scale that was previously, I choose with what I can choose with, to believe that this is all God's planning. And here I blogging all these. Not with a sense of blaming or accusation, but with a sense of deep "wordless" expression of awe of God, whom have His best plan for His people. This indeed may be the best plan and situation as the pathway is clear for me. Now it is left to me to decide. To continue to walk or stop and return to where I left off from.

This Good news has verified some thoughts that were unconfirmed and un-sustained with evidence. Perhaps it is on the fat hope of my side. So here it has verified.....and no matter how it was then, the situation that is then and the choice I made will be the same.

The question now for me is: What now...How am I going to move on from now....How to handle such things. Guess the one phrase a good friend whom surprise has a simple verse for me......God is Your shepherd. And my continuation is: with His staff and rod, I am comforted and at peace.

My prayer to God now is "Oh Lord, keep me sane and settled. In faithfulness that You are sovereign. With this mark of choice to return and what U prepared for me. Please help me not to be too extreme and stick close to Your teaching and Words. God has given what I wish to see and show me that He is faithful to the end."