Woke up 4am and an experience

Sub total = 72 hours
3 sept - 1500 to  0000 = 9
4 Sept - 0900 to 2230 = 13.5
Sub total over 21 days = 94.5 hours


Today 05 Sept 2016, I woke up at 3+ 4 am, after a long day spent wth K, we talked about our lives, sharing our lives with each other..... walked around Pasir Ris park. figured what to eat....where to find the bicycle kiosk, talking about how we were, what we were doing....hearing who are the one she has crushes on and how those attraction point. Avoided the rain and open communication about how little disappointment and how little micro expression  matters. After conversation and knowing how her family is, her dad, her sibilings..... I know one thing.... I need to train my listening skills....and attention span... haha....everything communicate, it just sooo affirming and comforting....woah.... what she is looking for I have.... what my concern is not longer a concern as she has thought of it..  I am really growing to love her more......
http://www.lovepanky.com/women/dating-men-tips-for-women/how-men-fall-in-love-stages-of-love

7 Stages
Stage 1 – Appreciation
Stage 2 – Infatuation
Stage 3 – Attraction
Stage 4 – Impression
Stage 5 – Conviction
Stage 6 – Reaffirmation
Stage 7 – He’s ready to love

I think I am in Stage 7 ....moving around the stages at different times.... for different things and issue of life... perhaps this is something to read together.... and find out...interesting measurement and description of the stage of love. I wonder what other application can there be.

Anyway back to the title indeed this morning about 4am I woke up.....feel a surge of a simple emotion / feeling. That hold on and hugging to Yokie Bear is no longer enough.... it is a overwhelming emotion. Woah after a while I realise it is indeed overwhelming...then I almost tears..... I didn't know why or can rationalise.... Thus I put up a post status to ease myself....then I just prayed in tongues.... I just prayed in tongues to calm myself....and thank God....slowly I calm down....... and then slowly I gain back ground to rationalise.....

Some conclusion or hypothesis: Is it due to I missing someone really? Or is there something I need to deal with?

I really need to pray and seek God..... to be firm in His word. As this morning I just prayed in tongues..... though last night I read some words.....through a google search.... fonder heart bible verse....then came about some words to read....and that comfort me.

So today I am glad I stick to the choice.... I am going to ask K's dad for permission (formality) when he is back in November..... It is something to fulfil. At least something I dare to do. It will be a test of the physical intimacy limit and to make this relationship Holy and righteous. To set limits and learn how to abide by them.

May God give us wisdom and enjoy the journey. Journey that both of us will grow in him

two other links for my reference
http://qz.com/474766/the-biggest-mistakes-people-make-when-choosing-a-life-partner/                  
      
http://www.mindbodygreen.com/0-21277/the-4-qualities-of-a-conscious-relationship.html