Hypothetical scenario that may come about

A morning from here. Typing away the thoughts that I have.  It is just a thought, a possible scenario and what are the possible response that at this very moment I have. But as my mind run all these possible scenario, a thought creep up. So possible are these?

Will I give a pair of tickets, when I get it, to smoky? Not for my invitation for her but to let her to go with someone whom she like? Am I creating reason for myself to drift away?

This is a little too thought provoking. Some of it is a little outrageous. Well what are they? They are flick of desire, lust, and after thoughts from past experience Gifford by existing principles. They too me test my very principle.

However all these can be actualised. In appropriate proportion. In the end despite what I think, it reveals what my current state of mind. What will I do next after putting my vote or choice, will be still up to debate and consideration.  Like as I typing now, how come could someone in the world have the same name.... I like OMG state...

So may I infactuate or lust or like or love? It is still to be analysis. To be somewhat sure before any form of progress, though that may not alway be possible. Time does not wait for anyone, it is the constantly moving but unchanging thing of life. Everything is relative to it. To God, it is also relative too. Measured and taken reference with His.

So to ask a realistic rating question, how much do I enjoy her company. Between a rating of 1 to 10, 1 being total just a company to 10 is a very compatible engaging company. What will be my rating? Perhaps at least a 5 though it could be as low as 1 when she engages her phone which is giving her a smile and not the person. Will that be a possible discrepancy or moments? I think as I think about it, it is just put me puzzling what is the person able to do that is done over text while a physical person can't... Well let it be bah... She is her. She is her choice of her own.

Let God be the choice of it all. The mediator and all faithful knowing God. For Him thru all in all and over all, the creator and maker of all. What measure of grace He has with immeasurable love in all to come.

A Sunday that is preceeds a holiday monday

It is a Sunday that preceed a holiday Monday. A Monday that is of a difference indeed. What is so special about tomorrow other than it is going to be one with heavy emphasis learning the truth of God words realism in the current situation. For a Sunday, I have not lost count on the occurrence that I have being things related to smoky. Also thinking about work too. I also posted a postal question: which is better? Thinking of a person or a task?
I completed some of the work. However there are more to come. More to finish and do. Week 6/7 and another few more weeks,  what is there to plan.

I learn something from Dr Ravi Zacharias:

“Love is as much a question of the will as it is of the emotion. And if you WILL to love somebody, you can."

This really reinforce certain thought mindset. 

Now comes the what if: what if all invested she still choose someone else?and remain at friends zone. At this moment I have not thought of it. Does it matters to me? I think it does, for now I will put it aside.  Fond free friend fatithful