The 0900 - 2200 day @ JB 27 - 28 August 2016 Part 2

- Movie action
- Going back to SG on the bus

Count hours:
14 Aug Blind date about 9 hours
16 Aug Dinner for about 3 hours
18 Aug dinner for about 1 hour  + pokemon go intro
19 Aug dinner for about 2 hour
20 August for about 2-3 hours
21 Aug for about 6 hours including church service
22 - 25 August for dinner about 2 -3 hours each
23 Aug - Macdonal incident
26 Aug for cell group + dinner - 4 hours
27 Aug for service - 6 hours about
28 Aug - JB trip - 0900- 2300 = 14 hours
29 Aug - 3 hours + prayer
30 Aug - dinner 3 hours
31 Aug - Went to get uniform about 2 + hours
1 Sept - the official mark of start - 1800 to 0000 - 4-6 hours
2 sept - Cell group + dinner => 1800 to 2300 - 5 hours
Sub total = 72 hours
3 sept - 1500 to ?

Just some points before I type continue that day to remember. Day of His power.... Indeed.......since 0900 or earlier which I was awake, The Friday before hand, I had to survive a day with waking up from 2 am all the way till the night.... The first cell group night. With K around. So after Saturday rest.... and talk quite a lot since 0900 till about 1600..... shared from the book I kissed dating goodbye, she was sharing a bit. While I can't really matters, but all I know we had Black Forest in Coffee Bean... which I thought there wasn't any. Yum yum..... caught some pokemon and just chatted.

Then really as she did wanted to watch movie before the coffee bean, we noted the time and we went up to find a movie to watched....the choices were already limited....no horror movie.... the reason I gave her is I will be scared....not that I want to eat her tou fu ......not soooooo early in the stage of the relationship.....haha..ops.... Quality time is more important and She as a being is more important....So we chose BFG. A movie. So it was cold..... I told her....haha and we teased and joked.....luckily she brought a shawl....at that moment I am quite drained from talking soooooo much....just need a rest....she shared the shawl with me...... she even offered the whole...but I told her she also need ....coz it is cold.... but of course other reason is to cover herself too......well.. as the movie started... I could feel the effect of being tired.... didn't focus a lot on the movie....or think about much into the movie.....then I think I somewhat was giving hint....."let hold hand"....hehe notti me.....and she got the hint...so we held hands under the shawl. for the most part of the movie....until she started to really get cold in which she retracted her hands to make herself feel warmer.  But that nottie little act in the movies...haha.... just writing to remember it....

After that we went to eat something simple. Macdonald I think...to be check again. Dinner....more chatting more sharing....what is more surprising...haha.... We ate until about 8pm, the time which should be past the peak period....then we decided we should go back liao...as the estimate of timing has reckon...otherwise tomorrow is a working day for both of us...and I talked a lot, she has thought a lot.

So as sensing it is coming to the end of the day, while trying to figure how to go back with all the crowd, I shown her the signs that I was praying the night before. Though I am a little disappointed not see God's hand in it.

As I look back now, there were actually signs before hand....the playing of my ring and putting into her ring finger...... grabbing my hand, willing to wait for me to settle my things, making breakfast, being honest and comfortable about herself. conservative yet open minded. Smart and witty, would I really want to let go of this girl.... Perhaps I didn't look at the right direction, do I really need signs to move? Sign are from God.  They spice up faith. However being with her is already a miracle of God. Being ministered to and by, I cannot believe myself whom have being single, committed 10 years to remain single, tried to chase girl but to no avail. Man don't live on sign alone...and don't always ask God for signs...believe in faith....blessed are those who believe without see it. Thus one step is to just clear with CGL which later I did.

Anyway I did show a little disappointment after showing her the signs that I prayed.... she looks deeps in thoughts..... I could remember... I was also speechless.  We didn't really talk much..... using the reason coz we are tired. I left no with a down heart, but one that just know, I can no longer sit on the fence. After what has happen, it will be painful for me to sit on the fence... I know regards of what is the past, I will need to move on...... If I don't forget and heal from the past, I will not be able to appreciate the present, if I don't do what I need to do in the present, I will not be able to move into the future, into the plans of God. Into what God may had planned for me. So she ask whether she can delivered her punishment on me..... I nodded and she put her head on my shoulder..... I just wanted to spend more time with her.....so took the bus with her to Queen street.... didn't take to nearest MRT.... Thank God for that.

After a moment, I thought why my left upper arm got something wet wet one.... then I brush my finger .....didn't detect anything..... hmmmmm I wonder....after a while, when she sniff..... I know for sure she is crying.... I was like......oh no... I made her cry again.....2 time in a spam of 2 weeks. In my heart, my heart soften. How I can let a girl who has done soo much..... I can't let it be like this. So what is my past be, so who I were....I am who I am now.... thus when we got down, after I woke her up when the bus is arriving, I tried to cheer her up saying lame stuff..... console her.... which I can't remember how I did it..... know it seems to be intermittent, I signal whether I can hold her hand, she obliged....and took MRT...in the midst.... when nearing the MRT, I just kindly reminded her.... we are near the MRT with more people.....you can still cry..... u can hold on to my hand..... I will not let go unless u want to. I think she cheered up, though still uncertain. I was glad but more determined.... So I ask if I can accompany her to Paya Lebar...she agree....then we checked.... I try to comfort her...coz I was not 100% sure....but ask her not to give up..... and the most daring thing that I believe I could accept as words are powerful and comforting... I told her I will try not to say something if I can't see it through.

Thus I told her.... coz I don't want to lose the moment, I desire to be with her.... I told her in a less simple way after she confess she has feeling for me: I have feelings for her. We talk about it days later after. So we chatted abit more on the train....try to reassure each other more is to come....and encourage each other....

And indeed more is to come....stay tuned. This is just a day, that she said she will remember and always cheer her up when she feel down.... This is also a day that I will remember for a day I dare to make a decision despite all the uncertainty.

The 0900 - 2200 day @ JB 27 - 28 August 2016 Part 1

Simple title yet it is day that marks of a difference. A day that is to be remember. Leading to it, 27 August, K and I went out after I was in school, taking care of the students.  She is doing her gift shopping for her close gf. I can see lots of thoughts is being invested.....It is really a nice time, a time remembering my past when I once also spent lots of time to find the gifts to give to the special one.

In the midst I saw my colleague....I OMG....what is she saw K......what am I going to say?......well I thank God that my colleague left, and may the Lord bless this colleague with good health.
So gift is wrapped, we share out love for bears....the different type of bears...

After that I know my students are away, then we went down to Bras Baseh. And went to Tecman shop. There is was when we want to cross the road, when I realise that the traffic light is not working. I signal to her with the hand action that seems like wanting to hold her hand to walk across the road...which I didn't. It is just a signal to get her to go...and the hand is there if anything happens. We were talking about building up faith, reading Christian books. Building up our knowledge of God and how God work in relationship. I was sharing with K that I read. And what I read, I apply. I shared with K that there were 2 books I read and speed to give to a girl whom ask me if I loved her... So in the end she bought one of the 2 books...Book by Joshua Harris "When boy meets girl". With limited time, we walked to Suntec so that there is enough time to eat dinner. I ate my Thunder rice she her fish soup.

Service was good and I just focus on sermon....for once after awhile that I take down sermon notes. She too is. Though we did talk about it on Sunday.. Then God is sooo good....she rededicated her life back to Christ. Something that I rejoice.... She got a nice bible.

Anyway, we chatted later....and mentioned about the holding hand and stuff.... also the story of the HK drama.... which sums it all up. Which I need to find out or remember what it is again.  Something along the line of main actor and main actress in their story of investigation.....

After that chat, I went down to pray. To pray for a sign to ask God to show and here is what I record:
Prayer request: is it time to change status from friendship to dating/ BGR?
Show me the following sign and I will initiate the rest
1. If she make breakfast for me tomorrow morning, 28 aug 2016, bread sandwich slices into 2 halfs. There are veg/green in it.
Deut 22:20- what does this mean?
““When the LORD your God enlarges your border as He has promised you, and you say, ‘Let me eat meat,’ because you long to eat meat, you may eat as much meat as your heart desires.”
‭‭Deuteronomy‬ ‭12:20‬ ‭NKJV‬‬
http://bible.com/114/deu.12.20.nkjv
2. To tell me something personal to me without me told her before.
3. She can related to the story of Rebecca - But the servant asked, “What if the young woman I choose refuses to leave home and come here with me? Should I send Isaac there to look for a wife?” V5 genesis 24 or related
It does not need God to show all three, for so long He show one, it is up to you believe
A bonus final possible
Fulfil what God has promise her in her early Christian days if she prayed
Outcome: either yes or wait. In mind another 4 months
Another round of prayer and fasting
If earlier, God need to speak


Not sure how much hint I got. The next day is the day. The main day. We met early at about 9am at Bugis..... I was teasing K that I will be early as I went off early to Storhub....very early....then by estimation, I will be early. So I make a bet with her that whoever is early will need to say a Thanksgiving...which sadly I can't remember what is her...I think it is along the line of being with me... Also that moment I was thinking to what limit my "punishment" will be as I didn't know that I have a book Kiss Dating Goodbye..... which was borrowed but I totally forgot about it....I was prepared to hold her hand on sunday after the conversation chat the night before. Of course I planned not to tell her before she mentioned the "punishment". I must be like trying to create "tension", excitement and create opportunity too. I decided and then went ahead to execute....As of now, I not sure how come I will such an idea?  Where did the idea come from and for what purpose? Well the journey continues.

So we meet at Bugis. I tried to take a selfie in front of the Bugis MRT station as evidence....solid evidence while I try to find a place to sit down at Yakun as I wait...in anticipation to her arrival. This is one feeling, a condensed feeling that I have not had for ages. Waiting yet anticipating. The day ahead. So looking forward to how the sandwich she is going to make, or I assumed she is going to make looks like.

Yup finally the time comes and she arrive. Nice Black top and Red skirt. with a matching hello kitty bag. Woah....  I am just memorised. Well time to walk towards the Macdonald...all is well just eye interaction. Macdonald tea...milk tea yum yum with hashbrown...which she said likes..... then I tease her....is she going to take everything and leave with me none....hehe.....well she replied anything....thus it is half half....what is macdonald breakfast without hashbrown. we chit chat...chit chat...can't remember what we talk....then off we went.... on the bus.... though we had difficult trying to figure out where is the queue. Finally we saw the bus going to leave and she ran..... steady ..... chat chat and chat somemore...during the bus ride....then talk about how I can't read on the bus...how I will almost vomit ...she shared her part of the story too..... woah.....we really just talk talk talk....stopped coz nothing much to say and need to take a rest.....take a breather to digest what the other party has shared. It is really an enjoyable moment.

When we reach the woodlands checkpoint....crowded.....really I was concerned I think about the crowd, reminded her that bag as advised by her mum, to be in front... It was crowded, however we still managed....also to note on the data roaming and others. Passport and stuff..... a slow build up....
It was really talk talk talk talk....and upon reaching JB....woah the first thing I told her is.... the first need....other than lunch is water I need water. We talk more at KFC....nice simple meal we shared as we wanted to keep stomach for later. Some set meal with wrap and 1 piece chicken... + mountain dew.

So this is what happen, so at that moment, a raised hand from mine, and that there she stretched out and grab my hands..... With no hesitation, she grabs. I was like..... erm..... that is too sudden, though  it may be expected. But perhaps I already implant the idea. Well it happen...it happened outside Coffee Bean. So that is where we held hands and walked toward Macdonald. Which I took the excuse to take out money that the hand holding is released.

After that we walked to Macdonald as I wanted a Fanta freeze, she accompany too with ordering one for herself. So we walked around. Took wefie and chit chat somemore.... there are photos shared too. Help another group to take a group shot in the midst. Indeed JB Sentral really have interesting place to take photo. As we walk around and take photo, it is a simple walk, 2 people enjoying each other company. No worry about other people. There is no worries, no consideration of any. A carefree just going out together.

After the walk, time to sit somewhere to chat somemore....So as we will walking level one, trying to decide between Starbuck which is pack, Coffee bean which we past by and then moving towards Macdonald....thinking whether perhaps Macdonald will be a good choice. Then we decided in the end to go coffee bean. Mainly for wifi. Which she may know it is only starbucks and Coffee bean. While I know Macdonald, Coffee Bean and Starbucks. So by the time of decision we have walked past coffee bean....so I haul, stretching my hand over to signal her to follow me, with no intention to grab her hand but to catch her attention. However this is, to me, unexpected but did I play any part to encourage or to instil that desire to do it? For it to happen?  This may be as during the KFC, I was suggest about a punishment....as my inaccurate information with regards to the book. Well she got the hint and was thinking.... So I told her that I in my mind have something of a limit in mind. But will only say it if she mentioned what she wants. She hesitated initially coz she is worried I can't take it...well I just told her that it has to be open to negotiation and within the limits of what I am prepared for. She finally said she will rest on my shoulder on the way back to SG. I immediately just said...ok.... it is acceptable. After that I told her that this is the limit I am willing - To hold hands for today. I wonder how does affect her action while we were looking for Macdonald.

A little disorder way of writing this post...however being busy and sketchy however I don't know this part of thing is mentioned like more than once liao. But I will continue.... toooo be continued on another part before this over flows