Indeed everyday is a new day to me. Everyday is a new challenge to me. Today is just Monday and there are just question that I feel unsure already. Today is the year of 2008. Next year will be 10 years since 1999 = 2009. Perhaps this is the stage of life that I am going through that I am to take hold of the decision and the desire of what I have. Thus forth, as after a while, since I last really go for something that I really wanted.
My current job is one interesting one that involves multi-tasking with the interactive with people and also the time to be in office.
What more can I ask other than the practical question of life. It pays reasonably and it allows personal growth. Other than it is still performance orientated, which is common in most, or view of all organisation. There is a purpose for such organisation to exist and one that does have, it exists. There are no accident. There is always a purpose behind things that happens, it is just that how do we view it.
Writing out my thoughts is just a great relief. Speaking it out too is something of interaction that has such special significance in life. Supporting someone in life is just a completely different experience. Blessed to be a blessing. A blessing to be blessed. In both ways, it deals with the fact that bless is the root word and it is the key thing in it.
Writing quite a bit, but yet I feel I am not writing out the thoughts that is stuck within me. Or is it that via this channel is just typing it. Just like the status question I am setting for myself: How do ONE know that ONE is in love with someone, or just like to be with someone? Today is just 20 Oct 2008. There is another 2months and 11 days = 72 days to the end of 2008. What is the statement for year 2008. At this phase is Inter-dependence. There is also a phase of Intimacy. There is still another I phase which I can't really remember. How ironic. But yet perhaps it is the seasons. A leaf that has turn brown will not turn green in the autumn season. What is lost is not necessary lost forever. What is lost is just temporaily. What is lost is also relative. Lost perhaps it just something else gaining. Indeed whoever the person is, I remember the time, the time of commitment, the time of faithfulness, the time that God is sufficient and His community is just there. The love and comfort, the mircalous way God work through His people for His people.
Keep faith for He is faithful. Lose faith for He gain favour in you. The proccess is so simply special. Nothing can separate the love from Him. Only nothing can separate the love from Him. Indeed His love is so great what more can I say but know that He is Lord. He is the finisher of the beginner; the beginner of the finisher. Blessed is His people. Too I feel blessed going 8 years of knowing Him. So what is difference of 1 years 9 months of knowing her? Wait till next year and let God take the lead. He will decide. I will just propose, He will dictate. For in Him, He has the best in mind. For in Him, He has the best in time.
Posts
