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Monday, July 31, 2006

3 M Life policy

Despite just moment after I hear the message, or perhaps a statement regarding this 3 M message, it can be so quickly eroded away from the memory. Here is a brief outlook of the 3 M principle.



Shared with the legacy from my S.P and my spiritual father(my cell leader in other terms), the 3 M prinicple comprises of these 3 words starting with the letter M: Master, Mission and Mate. In this article, I will jolt down some points first, thus this may be a quite unorganised article, but well, it is basically mainly for my own reference.



Master, who is your Master of your life. In another way of saying, what governs your life. As like falling of things is governed by the Law of Gravitation; energy transfer is govenered by the Law of Conservation of Energy. As something is being governed by the Law of something, the Law becomes the Master of it. The Law is also something that controls the thing of concern. Like Law of Gravitation, things more dense than the supporting environment (air) will fall as the uplift force is less than the gravitational pull.



This may perhaps be a far-fetched analogy. Here is another one closer attempt. Perhaps just a simplier as the word implies, master, the person in control of those who are under his care, control and authority. When we acknowledge someone as our Master, he is in control of everything of our lives. Also the master is one whom we will seek to serve and satisfy his needs. The Master is one that will fill the person life.



Mission is to complete a task for something or someone. Without a Master, there will be no meaning behind a mission.



Mate is a simple term.

Sunday, July 30, 2006

2 Handsome Thai Guys stay my place

DATE: 07/30/2006 08:36:19 AM

Yup. It is true....2 handsome Thai guys stayed at my place, as a homestay with my service as a Singapore Host (hostress whatever)....They are really so shy ....17 years old only....



It was a great and different experience hosting them. Didn't know that they really were into after the TCS Walkaton on Sat 29 Jul 2006....5.5 Km....and here I am, completed and sitting in front of my computer. It was being a tiring 3 days, since friday when they touched down. 3 more days of exciting GCYC2006 coming up. A total of 50+ thais came to Singapore to attend GCYC2006....exciting.



Silent excitement maybe....but not manifested.....wonder wonder.....



Anyway this month has become more critical....less time more decision to make. How? Patient, patience, to wait upon the Lord is necessary....The Lord is faithful in all.....and for all that faithful waits upon him. CSH, CSH.....oh boy....no more whys as why will only lead to more whys. Now it's God turn.....It is now your show....Just like water that is being poured out, it can not be recovered without God's intervention.



A day without food is okay for Man does not live on bread alone. But a day without the nourishing water, the living water and living word of God, how can one continue? With reference to spiritual constipation, spiritual truth is essential...A world without TARGETS.....but there will be goals and objectives instead. They are just different terms of the same thing. Similiar to what I face now, they are just different view of the same person. Guard thy heart and thy mind, take a daily effort to renew the mind of the world with Godly thought. What more can I seek for.....already get to see the person....can recover since last dec....I can't remember how to quote a phrase.......expect miracles with expectation / anticipation. Just a short phrase, but with a great idea.



To wait upon the Lord. YUp Yup....To wait upon HIM.

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

A report of my big day

DATE: 07/26/2006 10:44:29 AM

Woah....I received great things for my big day. 3 books, 3 clothes, 2 display items, 1 pen. Woah....and one of the clothes is really so small that my mum can wear it. One of them was for my future interview. Well I was being "requested" to wear that as someone said that I rarely wear it. SweatZ!!!



But anyway, I really had a great time, especially if I had planned it earlier, I guess I would more friends coming. But anyway, it was a great time not to be missed. To marked the end and beginning of life. I didn't realise how prepared I was at that time as I now reflected back. Perhaps because the person is not there, thus I feel more relaxed....HA HA HA.....



But anyway, due to last minute changes, I had to confess certain things through question....one is true of which...yup target.....target is still target, it does not means captured or whatever.



Anyway, I guess I am poor in illustrating in such things, and I should not dwell into it too much or I may just lost a bit of focus. Let God decide it all. I should try my best to wash my hands of this. For God is a faithful God, and he will always have the best plans laid ahead, even when we take a small detour.



I just wish to Thank God that I finally managed to share a small, unillustrated spiritual truth to my friends and prayed for them. I seriously hope they will be bless, with faith I believe that seeds are planted, planted seeds are water, faith is strengthen. What more can't my God do for the love of his people is far greater than my love for my friends.


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Saturday, July 22, 2006

The big event

DATE: 07/22/2006 11:50:33 AM

This sunday is the big event......well total of 37++ people coming..... So far I have yet to arranged with such a crowd. But anyway, it will be a good time ahead. Guess the next time most prob be 4-5 years down the road, or marriage, whichever comes first



Anyway, as one said, without the person, one should still can go on...However without God, it is not times that are easy. "How long I wish to stay in this stage", a question prompted very clearly and simple. So now it is for me to answer it. For me to answer it yup to answer it is the way to answer it from the time of now. You get the point right? If you don't, re-read it again and you may get the hint. I just have to say, Thank God, you are always in control in all things. I just need to focus. Currently I guess in the 3-M principle, I am at the second M now, firming up my first M. While the 3rd M, well, may I making preparation for it??? I hope I am not forcefully, but I guess the 1st 2 M are of higher priority



Making effort to communicate more, when guess the largest room is the room for improvement. Thus it is just me. What more can I speak of myself....you should know better I think....





God God God.....where should I go now???? Please direct me thanks



Thursday, July 13, 2006

More updates

DATE: 07/13/2006 06:44:47 AM

Now the time has come. After a camp and mid july now, it is the time for me to find a job. A decent job. Before that, direction. Where is the direction I should take? I can't possible wait for some rich one to pick me off...... The time now has come for me to seriously decide, what the route to take for the next. The paths lay simple, yet I'm not sure which to take. Teach, serve or earn hard, 3 clear cut choices but hard to choose from them. Teach will have to wait for next year, serve will need clearance from church side, earn hard $$ => really go all out already. So what is my choice and such be my choice.....so far only God knows.



Anyway, now a total of 6 (from my counting) knows who is the person I am interested in. Am I progressing or whatever, it is not an issue now. The important thing at hand is go get up, get back and push on. Now within the team one knows, well just due to the fact that the was a crystal clear communication. Anyway, as one of the assumption of this blog is the person whom I am interested in will not come to this site and read this blog. Thus I believe it is realatively safe for me to write in it. Especially when I do not put it clearly in words, thus this will make things harder and cause people to think. With multiple possibility, some processing time is needed before any progress is made, same goes with me.



All type of scenarios may happen, and one of them I see and ask myself, if the person directly ask, how should I respond....Well at this moment, I think the answer is quite clear cut, with the basis that the possibility of it from my understanding of the person, I would still remain having the same stand at this moment -> I will not deny it, but it will be all up to the progress of both parties and most important, only when God moved, moves and will be moving.



Thus best luck to me in the progress on job seeking, as for this area....well 6 months of conditioning, should have results already. Anyway. Wish me luck in job seeking and career ahead.