17 Oct....she flew back....we really missed each other... despite the time....we just do it..we build build build...... I though we have limits....but we just wanted each other ....missed each other too much......so everything went......same as 03 oct 2016.... just no inside...... woah.....then I just take cab home.....1.5 hours rest.... to go for next day....and next round.... I was finished once....so let see how I can fare 2 days in a row....
18 Oct.....same same same.....but this time round.....attempt to go in...but failed....or fail fail fail....coz too tired.....that one is calling for help.... I cant make it... cannot go in....cannot be of shape.... I hope I didn't disappoint her....not sure what she was thinking...but I think I was too tired...2nd day... so I left on time...to go back to rest.....and we feel ya....we should stop there... or did we?
20 Oct ...... after one night of talking and sharing.... I plan for a quick one....though if times allow, then do lol....what level...see how time flows...but she seems all ready....that is first time we M to M in the lift.....she told me she feel high there then already.....after the whole act...... she sat on my lap.....just stimulate.....then change place.....then now smart....dun wait too long...or blood will go elsewhere....when it is of shape....put it in NOW!!!!!!!!
And yes I did....we struggled..... missionary not easy....everything sooooo diffficult.... to me just try lol....at most fail and don't do...it is fine for me.... not sure about her....but eventually we did ..... I told her I am her liao.......siting upright..... we did move a bit....but slowly mine just subside...... and that marks the first time..... I was concern after that she will abandon me....from now on, I am in a journey that I don't know what will come next....
21 Oct no cell....we did it again..... now it is more of practise and figuring out each other....gaps......how do we want to so that we are comfortable.....there are no more limits.....we want we do...... and the next phase is as we talk later.....what is next? continue at high risk or what.....well...see how... I stage 7 of intimacy......when is to apply stage 8...... here the journey gets exciting...the details are no longer the key details now....
We love each other....we are prepared for everything.....so let it be ..let it go....let it God....
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