Today, 23 Jul 2009 was a great day for me. Already the day before, my good dear friend Biyang asked me out for dinner. It is a nice dinner at MOF. He got his card after the meal there. And also, it is my 3rd time eating there....We had a good chat and a nice dinner.....nice food, I took Yasai Tempura Bento while he took something else that I can't remember. But we had nice ice cream......He took peach sundae...for me....his favourite/recommended one that has everything.....
Yum yum......we talked much....he also shared about his time and his work, life and everything. We also almost wanted to watch movie together.....gosh...haha.... well, to him, I am still that lame and joke-y.....him, still the same friend that I am comfortable with.....and he knows of course who I like, and also how is life with me. He is indeed a great friend, someone that I can just tease him that I dun find him, he dun find me.....haha.... well in conclusion, he is still a great friend. Here I would say clearly.....Happy birthday to him.....08 Aug 2009....
That is the day before.....The actual day.....woke up late.....rushing abit to finish up the Game Master instruction. Then it was a nice and really full lunch with Evonne......and that is after my mum made nice stuff for me
2 Bread and 8 cups.....yum yum......... Thai lunch was even better. 2 person eating like 5 dishes....one of that is a stable dish.....gosh that is alot......but well a walk around Little India and then to Arab street should have burn them all......but it made me thirty....Round 3..of the day for me......Tong Xing fen...the left over and Lychee Soda.........gosh....great drink...... Did talk abit with her but mainly on surface and non-penetrating things as it is her cool off period. Well there is also an interesting question she ask me causally during the thai lunch......as we were talking abt like and stuff....about people....and also asking me whether will I get a HK wife.....the question is whether do I like her as a friend....I told her just plainly.....Nope I do not.....Liking her as a friend is not enough....I love her as a brother. That is just so clean and clear. So accompanied her for a while on the bus before I alight to go for Round 4.
Round 4. Dinner with Jerry.....one of the more serious but something that I was waiting for quite a while. We had a good talk about games.....how his work.....his ICT next week.....how all things are....development and happening before I dropped the question.... How is he and Evonne?
So we talked .....I shared.....and informed him about certain things....though due to time, I didn't really go into details. As I reflect back, telling him how she felt when he said certain words. Saying abit about what is grace in a not soon clear manner from my opinion.....well however both of us did conclude.....it is not easy.....although I mentioned it will take a miracle......I guess I didn't further explain more which I felt was crucial....however I guess the timing was not right...and things are at the brim already. Miracle to define now is it is not something that Man can created but something that God can. It is where the limits of Man comes to and end and where God begins. This is also where faith comes into play. Grace is as I think now, really when someone is doing wrong, we have the grace to forgive the person of what he did and move on with him. Of course there are more things and other verse pending to after-forgiveness and also matters pending to repentance. Miracle is a gift that shows God is still gracious and still love his people. Miracle are there to allow his people to witness the love of God. However the absence of miracle does not equal to the absence of love from God. I also told him about how there is still that gem in her..... something that I would say I like to see in my mate too. And too the truth that I treat her nt being a friend, but as a sister to me. Well the rest are touch and go, touch and go.....gosh this really proves something....the need to be ready and Really Really ready.......I pray that the Lord will have his hand in this and let this be another open door for your grace and mercy to fall upon him. Let it not be continue where the absence of love and presence of hurt that can be so significant and handicap to such a relationship that started.
The best way to end the day or night was......WT Feeling......it just happens again.......gosh....oh man....but that reminds me.....Only you God is gracious.....and Only you whom make and allows things to happen. She cried and there is nothing more I can do now....perhaps it is all sealed already. What I can do is pray now for the moment....Lord, for Evonne, let your pruning be gently on her and allow her not to be stiff-neck. Open her heart and her ears, soften her heart. Let there be a divine exchange of her heart. For Jerry, Prune his character......I pray the blessing of the fruits of the spirit to grow and glow within him. Let him have the peace and calmness to handle the situation. Let him have the courage and the Rock to be firm, with love and gentleness. Let not his heart be harden but let it be for the filling of your love to him. For I ask and seek again, forgive them and have mercy upon them. Speak of your blessing and guidance. Let not forsake them. For let them be dear to you. I pray and seek in Jesus' Name, Amen.
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