Interesting updates about myself

Was meeting up with my spiritual father / Cell leader for some terms, and had an agenda on hand. Other than Administrative Matters, there are also the personal ones in which I will describe the titles of them.
a. Matters pertaining to the Master
b.Matters pertaining to Mission given by the Master
c. Matters pertaining to Mate "rewarded" by the Master

a.Matters pertaining to the Master
Something I learnt through the 40days fast. A suggested fast for me was from gaming. But as the 40 days went by, also together with the 100K blessings faith campaign, the lesson to be learnt for me: a choice between the desire of self or the world or of the spirit. As I walked through the 40days, although I fasted from PC Gaming, while still playing boardgames, I realised these apects I can managed, but others aspects, like choice of work, emotion and self-desires of things. Knowing the Master of our life is important as it really dictates how one constantly choose of what God's desire and being led by His will. As I typed this, I am constantly still learning to yield to His will. It is an interesting journey ahead for me as I obey what to be done later. It is also in terms of job and seeking for the area where He wants me to serve in.

b.Matters pertaining to Mission given by the Master
Readiness and willingness to serve and shepherd? This moment is just so similiar to that time 4 years ago, the very time when I transit into the second semester of my Freshman years. It was like 1 year plus since my breakup and it will be the 1 year that I will see her in NUS for a long time. Although there were a few encounters, I was just too unsure to approached her at that time. Guess it has being a long long time ever since....... 1 year plus not talked to her already. But well that is the side issue. The key issue here is to be an empty vessel for God to use. For His spirit to lead and bless others. To be in tune to the spirit and let him decide where to go. What to do, how to do it. The job or task that was assigned to Man, for the fullest fufillment of His Great Commission. Dance Ministry is in the consideration path, as I am something so intrigued by the moves, however, I know I will need to start somewhere and this will not come to truth till I stablise and have a schedule to work with. So this plan is keep on hold, as too in process of learning to hear and learning to walk the path.

c. Matters pertaining to Mate "rewarded" by the Master
Here is the interesting part. However it will be the least mentioned part. There are 2 steps which I remember hearing from my spiritual Dad after Take The City Walk on 28 Jul 2007. The Preparation and then the Prayer phase. Wonder is there a third phase? Proposal? Proach? All the P-s start coming out... There are 3 issue addressed. One with setting of new boundaries and new paradigm. One is just to mention as a precaution measure. The last, which is pertaining to this fine daughter of God, CSH - Closing the chapter. The Let Go Surrender Process. Learning to handle the emotions. As those who have being following this blog, which I believe is quite rare or some whom I have not heard of as this blog is only person reporting and there is nothing much new I can influence and impact your life. Well hopefully this can. In all the events that God allows, God allows us to learn something out of it. In this case, God allowed me to grow from it. The whole process is a growth process in which I have already put it all into a powerpoint slides, in which the teachings are from a book by Watchman Nee, The Life That Wins. I guess there will another entry all about it...

As I come to this phase of preparation, for work and also for what I believe what God has intend for me. As I prayerful as much as I put the time in, the short little times for the list of things I am looking for in the new job, I realise the amount of time spent will determine the amount of information too.....but God is just so gracious. He has always being and He will always be.

So this concludes the 3 matters pertaining to the things of the Master.

More to come regarding all these things.