It is the time again.....the time has come again....this time with more tactics and more methods. I really not very sure how to proceed from here....it really requires so much uncertainity....like when one is comfortable, one will have to move out of comfort zone. When one is going to have good prospect, one will be tested to move. So when do I really move?
Before I go to Cambodia, I will like to just write down some question that for my own reference.
1. What started my approach to SH? From my current understanding, it started just with one question and now I have tried to return to that stage.....just find out more about SH....to me it is a mere interested to know more....and at that time, I am in no way / status/ stage to progress for anything else....but guess I play the game wrongly
2.What is the reason of fear of being close? This is something I read of a shoutout box from a blog that I found regarding this person.....RWKY....interesting name.....haha well, now as I type this, I realise....both have something in common.....brother man....wonder how would that affect....how how how....in what ways of viewpoints?
3.To start is to end? for a end is just another beginning....I only know when I start to understand I really begin to start loving this person, the end has come. But till now, I know God is in the midst and His way are far greater and far more well-planned out.....and even now, there are still things I believe I have yet to learn from that incident. There are many things God can say and speak, teach and tutor, monitor and mentor. Who but GG. Things of the past are lesson of today. Things of the past are stories of today. Things of the past are testimonies of God's goodness and blessing today.
Should I change? where I am now? As requested by authority of higher from within a building that is close to my home? I seek counsel where He will provide in due time.
In the mid time, spare some time to pray for me....I really need prayer protection....even if you do not know how to....but with the faith of yours to pray, your prayer will see you see God work in my life. To the measure of your faith, accordance should he allocated the results.
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