Alc rushing to the brain

Yup.....yesterday night, after a unknowing surprise birthday for wayne and angel...went for a drink with wayne + gang.....drink at outdoor bar. Drank this Rum,Mint, lime thingy = Mohjito? Can't remember the spelling.....It tasted quite a lot on lime....not really too strong on the liquior taste.....but the most interesting experience was after the last mouthful. The moment before departing....

Vision decolorise, ear "sounded" bloated up.......oh man....never have I encountered such a stage of feeling.......surprisingly, despite the decolorising of vision and bloated hearing....I still could hear people talking to me....just that I feel my heavy head and a little mis-control of my movement.....sluggish movement I guess.........anyway....not sure is that being drunk or what.....anyway....in the end I recovered before my good bro brought back some water.....ate some sour plum which helps as I felt like punking (pregnant....or the drunk).....so I took cab back which cost almost the 1.25 times of the drink....well it is an interesting night and experience for me.

It still feels hurt when frustration arise

Oh man....it feels tight around the chest area when frustration arise. That is possible that there is still remains of a not fully recovered heart. Perhaps as one is still unsure of what is to come, the anxiety and all the pressure mounts up, not alleviated. Oh God oh God. I just cry out that may your will be done. May your purpose be revealed so that I can seek comfort by your rod and staff.

Going own way, not sure of where to go. How much possible it can be now for me as I walk through this period. Look at me God. Just Look at me....

I am a flower quickly fading
My leaves are curling up
The stem that holds me up weakens.

As my petals fall as the wind blows
My stalks waiver along
like hands raised to the sky
reaching out for His hand.

As all my beauty petal-ed away
a flower fades off for the birth of a new fruit.

Reasons Why Dogs Are Better Than Boyfriends

Here are 10reason, adopted from somewhere in Facebook, why Dogs are better than Boyfriends.

1. A dog limits its time in the bathroom to a quick drink
2. The later you are, the happier a dog is to see you
3. A dog loves you when you leave your clothes on the floor
4. A dog does not get mad at you if you pet another dog
5. A dog does not care about the previous dogs in your life
6. Dogs dont hold grudges
7. You never wonder whether your dog is good enough for you
8. Dogs don't mind if you do all the driving
9. Dogs think you are a culinary genius
10. Dogs take care of their own needs.

Surprised to give another report

It is indeed another surprise to be asked to give another report. One that I thought initially is not needed.

Now is the question......do I ask again for the report from the same source or should I ask from a different source? Or do I just abandon the effort due to other factors?

It is not an answer that I find it now. How can I continue? Is it going to both ways? Focused or carry along the way?

Well I doubt I can get the answer so soon as the fact that tomorrow I will need to have figure it out soon. It is really so unsur-ing.

A tough journey that repeats itself

It is a tough journey again. IT has always being tough. What will come after that. Although good things always come after this, but how good will it be? Am I going to live life the way it has being? So is it true that I am not entrusted with the blessing coz I am not worthy? Or is it that blessings are just always there?

Dreams; dreams are there if they are remembered and went after. Where are mine? I don't remember much and what left is there to dream about? Life is not just about dreams but a dream in the process. For no-one will come read these thus nothing can be hidden from. For what values hold to hold onto things that does not matters? However things that does not matter that still governs? Are we going to be under it governs or we are rulers over them?

Who can I turn to? Though there is ONE whom is always there. Seek and find HIM.

If there is no solution to the problem, terminate the problem.

Provided there exist a problem.

Wonder's

Wonder's is not describing about the wonders of life which are already happening now at this moment of uncertainty of my life. Wonder's in this context is the similiar word as thinking deep, pondering.

I am currently pondering who would visit my blog despite it's non-advertising stage. How would someone come to visit, furthermore cast a vote on the list which is empty for the 1st few months. That is something that surprises me and it will continue to surprise me.

Well with the suspense, I guess it will be continue to find out who and there is no way I can trace it. Anyway, lets wait for number 2 to come up.