A new Beginning

A new beginning it is indeed. After x number of G12 conference? or the last time when I went for a cell group in the west....the Meals@home one,  I am sensing that God is asking me to reopen the door...catch the opportunity and dun miss God out. There is a desire ......a rekindle desire......one that after conference spark......and the journey to continue....to be faithful.  I just re-open communication, as the previous blog mentioned......and had a good chat. Good to do catch up during September holiday with 2 girls....woah..... I can't believe what I am doing.....OMG..... Let God lead....key things is to be a blessing......One whom being praying....from non-believer to believer...the other just course mate for prayer.....prayer for miracle. Week 8, 9 ,10, then holiday week...is the week then.... 2 conference of different blessing and inspiration...Serious games and G12...

Serious games: there is finally a breakthrough....Thank God.


G12 Conference: a rekindled spirit.

My heart just cried for God.....it is being a while...a long while. since beginning of the year. 2015...

What is the journey for 2015.....I can't remember. I have another 4 more months 2015.....and another peak is beginning....another peak to view the scenery....to be closer to God....to be touch with God......the looking at the multitude and the vastness of space and time. Relativity without the haphazard hairstyle of Einstein. I think it is time for me to sleep....I pray that God will sustain me. He will be more than enough for me....more that the desires. a God's created space to seek Him.

Thing to do: Restart my prayer book...continue my prayer book. Start Accountability. return to a prayerful lifestyle....start daily devotion (dun know where to start)4 more months for 2015 to be a new 2015...

Just a post for recording......

19 January 2011, the day that I stop communicating with this person. Today is also, I believe prompted by the holy spirit to revisit this issue. What was it that trigger it all? It is an amazing feat that for 1670 days, 4 years, 6 months, 28 days, that I 99.99% didn't bother about this person update and status....

For record, for easy reference.

I am taking the response offline into PM.

I am not courting her at all. So you can let the "who" had sent you to ask more info that I am not courting her at all. Interest in what God is blessing her in her daily life walk? Yes.

Interested in her? Nope.

So if the "who" is her bf, may I seek that he be more secure in himself and of his status.

You are indeed a great friend of her and him and I respect that.

Msg to P. Melody.

I wonder what trigger it? At this very moment, I already can't remember much. 2011....what is the time of like me then......I believe I was in a dilemma, in a stage of uncertainty. Also I think I was trying to tidying up thoughts and feelings then. Thus that was the response. I remembered clearly, she was so faithfully and called me at my sembawang home, sharing her experience with God.I can still remember it was very encouraging.

Do I still feel pissed out by it....I still think I do....there are some things of not know why? A mislabelling issue...being mislabel. Misunderstood. I think it still stands and have a deeper roots of security issue.

Well I think re-opening communication channel is one way....but have to be handle with cautious. Which I just did.....out of impluse or just mere step of faith....only let God decide......anyway.....she is a believer already....and thank God for years of prayers. :)