My First 3 positive things of the week? day? Starting with a good friend (Number 7)

1. I had a good time with my colleague and realize the factors, after the weekend, that i am attracted to. DS, SD..... it opens up a door which I didn't realize the trend till now.
2. I get to experience how my body reacts to large dose of alcohol and what are the control measure i need to put in place. In a safe environment. I learnt how "daring" i can become....though how sane i am still....though still vulnerable to temptation = self experimentation and recognition.
3.I managed to "disregards" things and sent my invitation for a colleague to come for TGIF event. Not usual for me...Though i will still ask then. This really reveals more things I wish to sort it out with God....about some of the choice and decision made before hand....i can still remember the "put it into a box" and a misbelief unbelieving vision.....it is a blessing or just a period of trial that at that moment in reality, i was not ready to handle it.