24 Hana 1st birthday 25 JB full day of build up to still doing it

23 Sept 1900 - 2330 -> 4.5 hours -> 212.5 hours
24 sept 1000-2330 ->13.5 hours -> 226 hours
25 sept 0730-2330 -> 16hours -> 242 hours

Blk 183 120th
Lake 154.5
Carpark 160.5
First Hut 171st
Morning Half way 178.5
Non Cure Treatment 207
We still do it with lips- 241
Bra 13th
Together 6.5
U did me 3 times

24 Hana Birthday - about 10 at her place.... Went to her home. Waited for a while..... then went to V Hotel. We are the youngest non married pair...the rest are married with kids..... some mother came with kid. we still N to N a bit.... church service.... great word...... reach her home at 2300....  I wonder how long had I spent in her room with her since..... as I type this....

Type history: Or I stay over to finish up your need :)
We did move a little unfinished as she sat on my lap N to N with occasional Lip touch..... exploring but time is limited....15 minutes.... only.... That I think may have set the stage for tomorrow.... Unfinished business. - The prolonged N to N which was significant until the position/height is awkward...she is on the bed, me on the chair.

25 JB trip....woke up at 0530.....went her place 0700....0720 then enter....a small miscom which test patient.... I was like ok....perhaps I just go downstairs to start my work.
                     
Ya still on my bed Zz sleepy                      
 Ok... I am just a few stops away from your home... Yeah I get to see you in sleeping clothes haha                      
 So u want me to wait in your place or downstairs?                      
U decide                      
M: I at door step                      
M: Erm I have no keys lol                      
K: Coming sorry                      
M: Thanks... I almost wanted to go downstairs and perhaps work there

N to N
1. at checkpoint
2. at the lift area
3. along the walkway (in cinema) when outside cinema
4. Out of sight along the exit
5. outside near the glass area until another cinema exit
plus more short ones.... up to 10 +

shared 2 meals together, take some we-fie together....  Then we went back..... although we did what is supposed to be clean activity...... no clean sheet is sufficient. When it starts..... it does not stop...... even after saying we are not going to do anything after she bathed.....

Trigger is just need to sit on lap,..... I remember I was in the I desire it mood liao. Then the escalation is N to N with really more sustained L to L ...light one....  then off go the usual B. Then longer and longer N to N with others..... L to F...... the moment is when it is front to front.... even on the seat..... with H to T. And near the V. Even before the usual B is off.......once we changed location..... that is where all things break loose..... the key thing is even though I am not into the mood, the mind just didn't want to stop..... A choice still remains but the choice is not made..... but somehow nothing is stop......once the bed after usual B is off...... All it like the mind is going for it..... no obstacle to stop.... mind is just flowing into it. No where to stop the flow of thoughts of what to do next....

So once one the bed..... then once on the floor..... after the flood one, my emotion/ S- is used up...... I just lay down there ....want to cool down and take a rest..... she ask if I want it..... I didn't reply..... then by don't know what reason, I place her hand after she tried to initiate..... near my G....... then she just self service and continue..... till now I couldn't remember.... I got a feeling that I just fall asleep for that 1 -2 minutes... or my body just completely numb or void of sensation .....  when I regain consciousness.... I know I was completely zipped up...... I understand from checking with her that I actually snored.

Ok this really warrants concern....and Thank God to allow things to flow without incident.... Especially after the word. Love offers Grace

Truth wrapped in love hurts, he never breaks anyone's trust.
Love always makes a way for healing
God offer his grace, embrace and freely share with others.

Follow up action:
Less time spend in her room. I may have to remove my privilege to help remove her usual B.

N to N may be another consideration....

Together we will talk and work it together..... both sentimental are the same....PTL...  This week likely to meet for CG ...or perhaps on thurday if she OT and I finished my work too. Saturday thank God it is church service as usual. 1 Oct....

So period comes..... whichever ba.... God just guard us... and protect us... May your Grace be sufficient for all. Your love that offer grace.