Another 5am and Round 1

Sub total over 21 days = 94.5 hours
05 Sept 2016 :  1 hour lunch, 1830 to 2300 => 6.5 hours => 101 hours
06 Sept 2016: 1 hour lunch, 1830 to 2130 => 4 hours => 105 hours

Another blog that is of yesterday 05 Sept 2016. Here are some pointers

I start with the verses:

12 BIBLE VERSES ON FRESH STARTS AND NEW BEGINNINGS

• Isaiah 43:18-9 ESV
  “Remember not the former things,
      nor consider the things of old.
   Behold, I am doing a new thing;
      now it springs forth, do you not perceive it?
  I will make a way in the wilderness
      and rivers in the desert.
• Isaiah 65:17 NIV
  See, I will create
      new heavens and a new earth.
  The former things will not be remembered,
      nor will they come to mind.
• Lamentations 3:22-23 ESV
• The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases;
      his mercies never come to an end;
  ²³ they are new every morning;
      great is your faithfulness.
• Ezekiel 11:18-19 ESV
  And when they come there, they will remove from it all its detestable things and all its abominations. ¹⁹ And I will give them one heart, and a new spirit I will put within them. I will remove the heart of stone from their flesh and give them a heart of flesh,
• Ezekiel 36:26 ESV
  And I will give you a new heart, and a new spirit I will put within you.And I will remove the heart of stone from your flesh and give you a heart of flesh.
• Romans 6:3-4 NIV
  Or don’t you know that all of us who were baptized into Christ Jesus were baptized into his death? ⁴ We were therefore buried with him through baptism into death in order that, just as Christ was raised from the dead through the glory of the Father, we too may live a new life.
• 2 Corinthians 5:17 ESV
  Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has passed away; behold, the new has come.
• Ephesians 4:22-24 ESV
  to put off your old self, which belongs to your former manner of life and is corrupt through deceitful desires, ²³ and to be renewed in the spirit of your minds, ²⁴ and to put on the new self, created after the likeness of God in true righteousness and holiness.
• Philippians 3:13-14 NIV
  Brothers and sisters, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead,¹⁴ I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.
• Colossians 3:9-10 NIV
  Do not lie to each other, since you have taken off your old self with its practices¹⁰ and have put on the new self, which is being renewed in knowledge in the image of its Creator.
• 1 Peter 1:3 ESV
  Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! According to his great mercy, he has caused us to be born again to a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead,
• Revelation 21:4-5 ESV
  He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death shall be no more,neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore, for the former things have passed away.”⁵ And he who was seated on the throne said, “Behold, I am making all things new.” Also he said, “Write this down, for these words are trustworthy and true.”

So how does this relates.... I remember vague, yesterday Miss K is wear a 2015 bought white dress. She look pure in it. I still can feel it.....it still hurts....

 

pointers......we ate salad.....healthy food. I paid she did all the selection. We drank the ginseng water that my mum made.

Me teasing her got assets.....give me free show...due to the nature and condition of her white dress.....I speculate.

We talked about love language...predicting her love language...... saying her PT is higher than mine....

 

Some how I was prompted to ask about physical intimacy. Shared about myself....some incident..... accidental hug.....then back to her.....

 

She told me about her 2nd....and the huge surge came......since to some years with Ms E..... I didn't cry.... I just minister..... minister God love.....go through the steps of confession and she confessed it eventually..... as I more up the levels and asked.....yes indeed where...... I almost cried....but I just prayed in tongues..... I know this is the time..... to minister God's love.... to give her the assurance and lead her.....  so she cried...... and eventually I mentioned to her the 1 time hug some hours ago..... no expiry....she took it .... and I hug her..... though I ate her tou fu....but this is a pure hug.....hug of comfort...... for her....and for myself..... I can't be bother PDA ..... then after I shared one of the words God gave me for the 3 signs..... D 22:20.....and I told her see God really gave signs ....just need to be one of them is enough.......

 

I told her....ya I should ask permission from Her dad..... formality to ask her eldest daughter to be my GF......  as I hear more the previous I am convinced this is the right thing to do....

 

All the doubts and fear are cleared.... the fonder feeling, the unusual sensation, there is a surge of confidence..... she even mentioned she can't wait that I ask permission to be my wife..... but she think if she were the parent, it is too fast.

 

The dream of being asked will I marry such a girl....my answer is yes.

God prepared for the last 15 years for such a moment. I am just soooooo amazed.....

 

So now open more options about next Friday F1 if I sent her back....what are my options.

 

This is just too overwhelming... I wonder how it will be for her to journal.... I just hope and pray that God presence will comfort her....as my mind battle is begin.....the journey of faith has just begin to hit a new level.

I learnt something after that...... for 06 Sept 2016.....always find a more conducive private place so that such ministry and stuff can be done without the public eyes....haha....