10 Sept 2016...... Final round ....no physical but therapeutic

08 Sep2016 - 1 hour lunch, 1830 - 2330 = 6 hours => 112 hours
09 sept 2016 - 1000-2330 => 13 hours => 125 hours
10 Sept 2016   1200-2330 => 11.5 hours => 136.5 hours
11 Sept 2016   1200 - 2330 => 16.5 hours => 148 hours

Confession 100th hour
Storhub = 102th hour

The big "reward" yesterday was around 1730-1800? Or 1800-1830 => 118th hours
Revisit => site => 130th hour

morning self-high and heigthen state

lost sprint and sumo both on first round. ...with K....so find time to spend with her.... Shared Jiu xian with her...bought by jie jie Jess


Went science centre for a while....bought lunch together.....for the students. Watched the finals of NJRC
Ate lunch together.... we discuss about yesterday.....
Mentioned I can't remember what was the trigger between hands on shoulder to hands on butt.
Was review where were the checkpoints...which she was asking why re-visit. I rationale with her that it is part of facing the truth....a process of counselling. A process of healing....

Also as she mentioned that her body started to feel warm and hot. then the unknown why trigger..... 1st location, some stop which is politely asked....but yet continue a bit more....then move to a second place, just 90 degree to the first.....and continued.....for a longer period of time....which I ask her why did she said stop.....she said she is feeling warm tooo hot....and she is not used to saying no....always being giving in.  then we talking about other things....in the end she felt better.... about herself....and how I was think....which sadly it at 2nd location then my mind is thinking of something. at the 1st location, my mind isn't thinking...all at the top floor of my old place.... which today we went to take photo...ops

It still concern me but it shows that I will need to be the gate keeper.....Just do more work.... well it is worth it....  Also ask her to hug me with some distance and the close hip to hip hug.... even telling her...hip to hip hug.. as long as she recognise the difference. the two hug.

I was also in a heighten state in the morning..... linking to the effect from last evening...delayed effect.... I was at the front and I was really sensitive....luckily I was in front..... but i was really sooo high up.....anyone can just send waves into me. somewhat last till 12 noon. I learnt she can be a firm say no person/ That made me love her more.


Thank God for his faithfulness......a silly idea in midst of worship .....the faithful of God in my life...poured into me.

10-13 minutes of eye look.......I can feel the urge....then sense her urge....then woah...we are creating new ways....then i forgot to signal her to kiss on check...totally forgot as wanted to debrief the long eye interaction

So send her back...used her home bathroom....help her set them free...then thought she didn't wear and accompany me down...zzzz....she ate something....more peck on her cheers for the day.
Then which is now...leep
sleep

She mentioned ow her story.... her ability to change people view..... for bgf t o