Just a post for recording......

19 January 2011, the day that I stop communicating with this person. Today is also, I believe prompted by the holy spirit to revisit this issue. What was it that trigger it all? It is an amazing feat that for 1670 days, 4 years, 6 months, 28 days, that I 99.99% didn't bother about this person update and status....

For record, for easy reference.

I am taking the response offline into PM.

I am not courting her at all. So you can let the "who" had sent you to ask more info that I am not courting her at all. Interest in what God is blessing her in her daily life walk? Yes.

Interested in her? Nope.

So if the "who" is her bf, may I seek that he be more secure in himself and of his status.

You are indeed a great friend of her and him and I respect that.

Msg to P. Melody.

I wonder what trigger it? At this very moment, I already can't remember much. 2011....what is the time of like me then......I believe I was in a dilemma, in a stage of uncertainty. Also I think I was trying to tidying up thoughts and feelings then. Thus that was the response. I remembered clearly, she was so faithfully and called me at my sembawang home, sharing her experience with God.I can still remember it was very encouraging.

Do I still feel pissed out by it....I still think I do....there are some things of not know why? A mislabelling issue...being mislabel. Misunderstood. I think it still stands and have a deeper roots of security issue.

Well I think re-opening communication channel is one way....but have to be handle with cautious. Which I just did.....out of impluse or just mere step of faith....only let God decide......anyway.....she is a believer already....and thank God for years of prayers. :)