A slow ride back home

Today is a slow ride back home. SMRT as usual, is encountering some track fault issue after a extended downpour in the north. Not usual, I was out quite late after taking a extended break from trying to get some visual effects done on the computer. Bubble effect..that is what I am trying to do. It is not as easy as it is.....taught in illustrator and trying to do it in Photoshop CS5.

Got to try and still trying.

As I am on the way back, with the try moving and stopping. Slowly as I continued to read the book of Job. I was brought to how Job life was after the test has started. I could sense the discomfort that Job is experiencing. Bearing with it daily, after having to lost all comfortable comforts. Now he is suffering alone, lonely inside with people just being around him. Just presence yet not able to alleviate his pain and agony.

Cry of sorrow. Godly sorrow.

Life seems like the train moving slowly and stopping. The passenger do not really can feel except when things come to a halt. The jag. The accerlerationg effect is quite mininal. Only the frequent annoucements of the train being delayed that caused some to complain and gonder about being late for appointments and hungry souls.

How to be aware of the surround and yet not carried by the motions of life. It is to be still with God and be focused on Him. As I read God's word, there is that inner peace though. Figuring what is God asking me and sensing His presence. The peace and tranquil, felt even though I am still aware of the surrounding. How much more so that I can really be fully focused on God and nothing surrounding matters. Nothing of the world matters but only what God matters. A quiet Quality Time spent.

As I place my thoughts there, my mind still wonders. Of how just looking into the eyes and being in the presence is just so sufficient. Being content? Or not asking for more? Perhaps this may not be the time for me consider though I know I did made preparation for the crossing of the uncharted waters. 10years is fast to come by...and the 10th year marks soon comes. What have the Lord has to say? Only the Lord says and for me to spend time to hear.

Meanwhile, yup..prayer...prayer.. Organiser is up. Now prayer is another territory to claim back. It is just a pleasure to get back to what it was before. I pray that it will just get better and better. God please help me. I am weak but you are strong. All things are possible through Christ.