I am getting old

Indeed, I feel like I am getting old. Went to appointment place...thought can have an earlier appointment. SMS beforehand...no reply...and final called....realised that the appointment was cancel....how silly of me.

Gosh. Though of 2011 planner before today....I guess I better execute it....otherwise all my schedules will be screwed up. All the last minute changes. Both sounded the same from the phone. Old Old Old.....what is my mind occupied with...other than grey and white matter.

Then when...finally another date with Patrick Tan....talked talked...still don't know the secrets about him. Talk talk talk.....He is just one interesting guy.....always managed to make me laugh...or almost want to burst.....interesting friend to have...interesting brother in christ.

I thank God to bless me with such a nice brother in christ.

HS.....Holy spirit...yup....a familiar friend indeed... HS and PT...wonder wonder.....only God know.

So well life goes on. I remember recent thinking of a statement.

God, Me, Life. Either God runs me to run my life to Life will run me like a God. Or Either God control me to run my life, otherwise Life will run like God, controlling me.

Thank God all these. Slowly creeping back to church life. I hope and pray that I will not be harded or isolate from God... May I always make the right choice.