Meals@home

Today, Meals@home....finally it is the centralised launch. It finally arrived after 5 days of preparation since Sunday. 5pm at Blk 80 Rm 1 to set up the place. It is just 3 person setting up the place with ballons, the gallery walk. Well the food is cartered. Everything seems so tight but things went with a simple start. The students came in.....chatting among themselves.....also as we tried to mingle among them. Well they all look young......and I, despite trying to wear something young, still looks old....guess my age is really catching up. Food ....yum yum.....fried rice. Looking at them eat and hearing from them too....well didn't really managed to capture them.....though the Emcees were nice to sing a chinese birthday song to all the July babies.....woah....haha....

Finally, I assigned to go pack the extra food in the boxes.....Thank God...all the food are given away, by hook or crook, persuasion or just coz I put it on their hand. Anyway, it was a great time meeting new people....people that I realise in time to come, I will be staying in their homeland. Also, I learned/ re-learned / reinforce something that if I am going to stay at a new place for long, I really need to be friendly and open to make more new friends locally. Well, it is just a new experience for me then....though it is one that I do see around.

Lastly, well, just to puke all these out, at least to make me feel at peace......like the Mouse / ? in Kungfu Panda....Inner Peace.....Inner Peace...... I just cried out......like something I have not done for quite a while.....Lord, just take away this yucky feeling away from me....I asked that u put me at peace or enlightened me.....for I am have being moving astray.....but dun abandon me......I know deep down, u are just so in control and all things are placed in your timing. Beautitful is you and assured are those who look into your eyes. Well, guess I failed #10 of my previous adopted article. Currently I am reading the book on how to talk in those difficult times. Or i.e. How to have that difficult conversation you've been avoiding with you ....... by Dr Henry Cloud and Dr John Townsend.

I thank God that I could type this blog out, empty those feeling and unsecured feelings......like sheep being away from the flock, or the comfort of the rod and the staff. I dun understand or can't remember why am I feeling this way again. Perhaps I would say it is something I desire and I fail to get.....thus let it God.....the stage above Give up Giving up........It is YOU who has all in your hands. Please speak, may I seek, before I leave Singapore.... I ask and pray in Jesus Name. Till the departure days approaches.