Thank God....it has being a while since the last blog....lots of things happen....yeah finally NYJC made it....they won the championship.......it was a overkill by bookie Cheekit training system. Though still I was not happy with some incident, but joy still overflows till the extent with stress....upset my stomach and devoid me from a good dinner......but of course manage to play DOTA with them.....well Gary is really too good.......have to pay attention to him. Farming too well is a great threat. Any way....so much for the IJCOC....finally I can fully retire.....where is doramon?? oh boy....where is shifu.? where is WY?
A poor decision / poor organisation skill....now I missed most of the RLL cluster camp.....also went back with a poor intuition act to a 05-03 room incident......sigh......I should have being more C and D. Guess I was too tired and a bit of negligence. Well well....now have to train my C details more. Learn from Ps Lily...haha.....also plus arrow warning........a too cautious move....well natural I believe is still the best way out. Focus on God in all things. Yup that is what I learn...plus.....in all things speak when necessary on such issues....R issues and dun speak too much...act too weird.....it will ultimate give a signal.
Vision, yes from the cluster camp, I receive. Vision of a opening door, a path that I walked....written I have....plus another vision...Long.....White cap.....Pray is the word I got......after having increased my faith level to believe in a ....., after RL combined meeting, Casual with M S, how abt my S M-men? Outing with them...to what extent? should I continue? A dilemma now that I have to set certain limits.....set certain boundaries....for now I know, it is hard....but thank God for all the chats, phone calls....thank God Thank GOD. Mindsets are starting to clear, faith is starting to rise up......yeah I know I am still not ready....responsibilty and authority for his service. Spiritual maturity...yup indeed important. At this moment, with a Corrinne May concert coming up....how how......should I or shouldn't I?....better ask my cell leader.......am I going to fast? should I or shouldn't I? The barrier will be the G12 vision (which is important to me) and church...but I believe now, God have the best for me and he has the best plan.....pray pray pray....that is what he wants me to do.
Chalet, a chalet that was relaxing, but yeah with new changes....thank God. Well at least IJCOC is over...cluster is over....now trying to pack my room. My stuff that are back......next week packing week. Yup new changes at home....new changes I need to do.....but I know those are things that God is preparing me for.....Lord just let me not strife away from what you intend for me. I believe you are doing a new work in me. I learn something " Fear is not to be the God of your life. Fear of God is to be part of your life with God" A prayer book I have bought to record all the prayer request, prayed stuff.....prayer list....whatever....recording too all the words/phrase of wisdom that God gave me.....for future use. ..opps....as I write this blog...I realise forgot to pray this...forgot to pray that....oh boy....thank God.....I better act next time round.
Really late already...guess I gtg....and rest......pray pray abit.....also with NUS dialup almost time up....BB....still thinking.....$$$ issue. Makeover......still thinking......perhaps when my birthday approaches. Just makeover for once......but if I were to....sorry no pixs uploaded......but you can request from mi...ask and it will be given. Who gave mi that makeover idea.......or affirm that idea.....hmmmm......just guess and you may hit the right person....for what purpose.....well...perhaps for a change...yeah......a preparation stage.....
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